1 00:00:02,890 --> 00:00:14,460 [Glazba] 2 00:00:14,919 --> 00:00:25,939 dakle 3 00:00:15,990 --> 00:00:25,939 [Glazba] 4 00:00:27,278 --> 00:00:31,118 što radiš gore na ulici 5 00:00:42,960 --> 00:00:51,198 pobjednik je u besplatnom rujnu 6 00:00:46,558 --> 00:00:56,078 led bez upozorenja uzrok koji se događa 7 00:00:51,198 --> 00:00:56,079 tu je igra rata tu je ptičja gripa 8 00:00:56,840 --> 00:01:09,198 vlakom 9 00:00:58,420 --> 00:01:09,198 [Glazba] 10 00:01:15,439 --> 00:01:26,489 [Glazba] 11 00:01:31,890 --> 00:01:38,239 [Glazba] 12 00:01:34,159 --> 00:01:41,439 i volim ih svaki dan u tjednu 13 00:01:38,239 --> 00:01:42,478 tako da je moj sin malo mužev 14 00:01:41,438 --> 00:01:46,559 dosadno 15 00:01:42,478 --> 00:01:49,840 a moj otac oh genije je nakaza 16 00:01:46,560 --> 00:01:50,478 ipak im pomažem da se vole oče 17 00:01:49,840 --> 00:01:55,219 majka 18 00:01:50,478 --> 00:02:05,670 sestra brat 19 00:01:55,219 --> 00:02:05,670 [Glazba] 20 00:02:07,280 --> 00:02:13,039 kao da si smiješan 21 00:02:10,318 --> 00:02:15,039 usporen odvoji malo vremena za sebe 22 00:02:13,039 --> 00:02:18,799 idem se poseksati s tvojim ocem 23 00:02:15,039 --> 00:02:21,919 super hvala, tako sam glasan 24 00:02:18,800 --> 00:02:23,040 pa u ovakvim trenucima pitam se kako ja 25 00:02:21,919 --> 00:02:27,199 uzmi ga 26 00:02:23,039 --> 00:02:30,159 i sve obitelji žive kao mi 27 00:02:27,199 --> 00:02:31,359 ako se vole ili ako samo 28 00:02:30,159 --> 00:02:37,840 lažirati 29 00:02:31,360 --> 00:02:37,840 a ako druge kćeri 30 00:02:40,310 --> 00:02:50,490 [Glazba] 31 00:02:43,199 --> 00:02:54,238 samo još jedan dan 32 00:02:50,490 --> 00:03:04,050 [Glazba] 33 00:02:54,239 --> 00:03:04,920 to je samo još jedan dan zauvijek 34 00:03:04,050 --> 00:03:07,250 [pljesak] 35 00:03:04,919 --> 00:03:08,799 [Glazba] 36 00:03:07,250 --> 00:03:11,759 [pljesak] 37 00:03:08,800 --> 00:03:13,280 to je bilo super zar ne to je bilo super 38 00:03:11,759 --> 00:03:14,719 ispucat ću nešto kasno 39 00:03:13,280 --> 00:03:16,959 to će vas naučiti da dobijete punih 10 40 00:03:14,719 --> 00:03:20,000 minute oprosti što 41 00:03:16,959 --> 00:03:22,158 rekao sam zar nije lijep dan sigurno 42 00:03:20,000 --> 00:03:23,519 oblačno je i pada kiša i jako je hladno 43 00:03:22,158 --> 00:03:25,199 za rujan ali 44 00:03:23,519 --> 00:03:26,879 prekrasno tjera da jednostavno poželite zaroniti 45 00:03:25,199 --> 00:03:28,719 s obje noge zar ne 46 00:03:26,878 --> 00:03:29,919 apsolutno nikad ne znam što je ona 47 00:03:28,719 --> 00:03:32,799 pričajući o 48 00:03:29,919 --> 00:03:34,238 kad je na tebi da držiš svoju kuću 49 00:03:32,799 --> 00:03:37,200 zajedno 50 00:03:34,239 --> 00:03:38,239 kuću koju ste izgradili s pacijentima i sa 51 00:03:37,199 --> 00:03:40,639 kosa 52 00:03:38,239 --> 00:03:42,480 a ti se boriš s tom kišom i 53 00:03:40,639 --> 00:03:46,719 kišno vrijeme 54 00:03:42,479 --> 00:03:49,679 a ti držiš kavu s mlijekom 55 00:03:46,719 --> 00:04:01,840 možeš li spriječiti da se šalica prevrne može 56 00:03:49,680 --> 00:04:01,840 u očaju držiš svoj grit glazurom 57 00:04:12,840 --> 00:04:18,269 daleko 58 00:04:15,120 --> 00:04:18,269 [pljesak] 59 00:04:21,009 --> 00:04:25,680 [Glazba] 60 00:04:22,478 --> 00:04:25,680 drugi dan 61 00:04:26,399 --> 00:04:31,758 boli samo kad sam ovdje 62 00:04:29,439 --> 00:04:33,759 oh zakasnit ćeš i jesi 63 00:04:31,759 --> 00:04:34,080 imam veliki dan nemaš pojma što ja 64 00:04:33,759 --> 00:04:37,040 učiniti 65 00:04:34,079 --> 00:04:37,839 cjelodnevni jazz bend prije školskog sata 66 00:04:37,040 --> 00:04:40,639 čuvaj ljubav 67 00:04:37,839 --> 00:04:43,119 onda ga nogomet izbaci odavde 68 00:04:40,639 --> 00:04:43,120 samo boli 69 00:04:43,149 --> 00:04:47,959 [Glazba] 70 00:04:52,189 --> 00:04:59,680 [Glazba] 71 00:05:08,879 --> 00:05:12,399 dobiti 72 00:05:10,750 --> 00:05:23,850 [Glazba] 73 00:05:12,399 --> 00:05:34,989 boli me samo kad dišem 74 00:05:23,850 --> 00:05:34,990 [pljesak] 75 00:05:37,769 --> 00:05:42,500 [pljesak] 76 00:05:44,769 --> 00:05:48,919 [Glazba] 77 00:05:45,819 --> 00:05:48,920 [pljesak] 78 00:05:50,839 --> 00:06:04,929 dan 79 00:05:52,769 --> 00:06:07,959 [pljesak] 80 00:06:04,930 --> 00:06:07,959 [Glazba] 81 00:06:16,959 --> 00:06:21,839 mislim da je kuća 82 00:06:29,839 --> 00:06:35,679 sve je u redu samo radim 83 00:06:32,879 --> 00:06:37,120 sendviči na podu 84 00:06:35,680 --> 00:06:39,360 sad ideš naprijed, nedostajat će ti 85 00:06:37,120 --> 00:06:39,360 autobus 86 00:06:46,839 --> 00:06:49,839 otići 87 00:06:57,209 --> 00:07:03,279 [Glazba] 88 00:06:58,959 --> 00:07:06,079 možda malo 89 00:07:03,279 --> 00:07:06,079 dopusti da ti pomognem 90 00:07:06,800 --> 00:07:14,160 u redu ovo je samo blip u redu 91 00:07:10,478 --> 00:07:18,639 sad ćemo ići vidjeti dr. dobro 92 00:07:14,160 --> 00:07:31,840 ja ću uh zamotati sendviče 93 00:07:18,639 --> 00:07:31,840 i mi ćemo ići 94 00:07:38,110 --> 00:07:48,209 [Glazba] 95 00:07:50,399 --> 00:07:56,399 [Glazba] 96 00:07:53,199 --> 00:07:57,930 mozart je bio lud 97 00:07:56,399 --> 00:08:08,599 stan 98 00:07:57,930 --> 00:08:08,600 [Glazba] 99 00:08:09,038 --> 00:08:21,918 tu je težak novac 100 00:08:13,199 --> 00:08:26,000 [Glazba] 101 00:08:21,918 --> 00:08:26,000 a sve ostalo odlazi 102 00:08:27,670 --> 00:08:41,278 [Glazba] 103 00:08:39,440 --> 00:08:55,839 nećeš izgledati tako blijedo jer si 104 00:08:41,278 --> 00:08:55,838 dobio svoj strani 105 00:09:01,059 --> 00:09:14,798 [Glazba] 106 00:09:18,320 --> 00:09:22,000 još uvijek imam ovu sobu za vježbanje 107 00:09:20,159 --> 00:09:25,439 sedam i pol minuta da, znam 108 00:09:22,000 --> 00:09:29,120 ja uh samo volim slušati ja sam henry 109 00:09:25,440 --> 00:09:30,560 natalie da, znam da je malo jezivo 110 00:09:29,120 --> 00:09:32,240 da znate 111 00:09:30,559 --> 00:09:34,079 zajedno smo išli u školu četiri ili 112 00:09:32,240 --> 00:09:37,759 šest godina 113 00:09:34,080 --> 00:09:40,959 stvarno sjedim iza tebe u četiri razreda 114 00:09:37,759 --> 00:09:43,759 uh-huh također jezivo 115 00:09:40,958 --> 00:09:45,518 pa uh ovdje si puno prije škole 116 00:09:43,759 --> 00:09:50,879 i poslije 117 00:09:45,519 --> 00:09:54,320 najam sedam minuta 118 00:09:50,879 --> 00:09:56,958 prelako odustaješ 119 00:09:54,320 --> 00:10:05,839 ti si pomalo zbunjujuća osoba 120 00:09:56,958 --> 00:10:05,838 trebao upoznati moju majku 121 00:10:07,919 --> 00:10:11,360 one ružičaste s hranom, ali ne i s 122 00:10:09,839 --> 00:10:13,040 white ones one bijele s okruglim 123 00:10:11,360 --> 00:10:14,480 žuti, ali ne i žuti trokut 124 00:10:13,039 --> 00:10:16,159 oni trokut žuti oni s 125 00:10:14,480 --> 00:10:18,000 duguljaste zelene s hranom 126 00:10:16,159 --> 00:10:19,919 ali ne s ružičastim ako je vlak 127 00:10:18,000 --> 00:10:21,039 napuštajući New York brzinom od 120 milja na sat 128 00:10:19,919 --> 00:10:22,240 a drugi vlak polazi iz st 129 00:10:21,039 --> 00:10:23,039 peterburg u isto vrijeme ide 130 00:10:22,240 --> 00:10:25,200 unatrag 131 00:10:23,039 --> 00:10:27,360 koji će vlak stići na odredište 132 00:10:25,200 --> 00:10:30,879 prvi 133 00:10:27,360 --> 00:10:34,639 tko je lud muž ili 134 00:10:30,879 --> 00:10:35,360 žena koja je luda da živi cijeli 135 00:10:34,639 --> 00:10:38,078 života 136 00:10:35,360 --> 00:10:39,360 vjerujući da stvari nekako nisu takve 137 00:10:38,078 --> 00:10:41,679 bizarni kao oni 138 00:10:39,360 --> 00:10:41,680 su 139 00:10:42,799 --> 00:10:49,759 tko je lud taj ne može 140 00:10:46,000 --> 00:10:52,958 snaći se ili možda onaj koji će još 141 00:10:49,759 --> 00:10:56,720 nada onaj koji ide liječnicima ili onaj 142 00:10:52,958 --> 00:10:56,719 koji samo čeka u autu 143 00:10:58,078 --> 00:11:01,838 i ja 144 00:11:03,769 --> 00:11:10,120 [Glazba] 145 00:11:12,958 --> 00:11:16,399 one okrugle plave s hranom ali ne 146 00:11:14,559 --> 00:11:17,838 kod duguljastih bijelih bijele 147 00:11:16,399 --> 00:11:19,200 one s okruglim žutim ali ne 148 00:11:17,839 --> 00:11:20,560 one trapezoidne zelene 149 00:11:19,200 --> 00:11:22,560 zelene podijelite na trećine pomoću a 150 00:11:20,559 --> 00:11:28,159 maleno dlijeto upotrijebi zagonetku od maltera za drobljenje 151 00:11:22,559 --> 00:11:31,278 u fini prah 152 00:11:28,159 --> 00:11:34,319 to je kao čudna romansa 153 00:11:31,278 --> 00:11:42,379 intenzivno i varijantno 154 00:11:34,320 --> 00:11:45,539 mi plešemo 155 00:11:42,379 --> 00:11:45,538 [Glazba] 156 00:11:46,399 --> 00:12:01,519 on zna 157 00:11:57,759 --> 00:12:05,439 uvijek ćeš odgovoriti na moj poziv 158 00:12:01,519 --> 00:12:10,879 stvarno je kao što mi je rekao 159 00:12:05,440 --> 00:12:12,959 bez malo naznake Paula 160 00:12:10,879 --> 00:12:14,480 goodman diana bipolarna depresija sa 161 00:12:12,958 --> 00:12:17,119 deluzijske epizode 162 00:12:14,480 --> 00:12:18,399 16-godišnja povijest prilagodbe lijekova 163 00:12:17,120 --> 00:12:20,720 nakon jednog tjedna 164 00:12:18,399 --> 00:12:22,639 imam manje tjeskobe, ali imam 165 00:12:20,720 --> 00:12:25,680 glavobolje zamagljen vid i ja 166 00:12:22,639 --> 00:12:27,839 ne može pa ćemo pokušati ponovno 167 00:12:25,679 --> 00:12:29,278 i na kraju ćemo to ispraviti ne a 168 00:12:27,839 --> 00:12:39,460 vrlo egzaktna znanost 169 00:12:29,278 --> 00:12:42,360 jel tako loft i paxil i zlostavljanje 170 00:12:39,460 --> 00:12:45,499 [pljesak] 171 00:12:42,360 --> 00:12:45,499 [Glazba] 172 00:12:47,600 --> 00:12:52,379 hvala doktore, valium mi je najdraži 173 00:12:50,240 --> 00:12:58,009 boja 174 00:12:52,379 --> 00:12:58,009 [Glazba] 175 00:12:58,480 --> 00:13:01,839 koji je također poznat kao čin 176 00:13:00,559 --> 00:13:04,078 stvaranje 177 00:13:01,839 --> 00:13:06,160 oh, ti si jedan od onih pretencioznih donatora 178 00:13:04,078 --> 00:13:09,199 vrste koje su potpuno nepravedne 179 00:13:06,159 --> 00:13:11,919 nisam pretenciozan 180 00:13:09,200 --> 00:13:12,560 ne znam definitivno ne klasična 181 00:13:11,919 --> 00:13:15,759 to je tako 182 00:13:12,559 --> 00:13:17,599 kruto i strukturirano morate igrati 183 00:13:15,759 --> 00:13:21,120 bilješke na stranici 184 00:13:17,600 --> 00:13:23,200 nema mjesta improvizaciji 185 00:13:21,120 --> 00:13:24,480 a što je mozart uopće znao on 186 00:13:23,200 --> 00:13:26,399 trebao samo popušiti zdjelu i 187 00:13:24,480 --> 00:13:29,440 zaglavio ih curiti uzeti malu zvijezdu 188 00:13:26,399 --> 00:13:29,440 da, učinimo to 189 00:13:30,159 --> 00:13:33,600 Goodman Dianina druga prilagodba nakon 190 00:13:32,159 --> 00:13:35,919 tri tjedna zabluda manje 191 00:13:33,600 --> 00:13:38,159 često, ali tisak je ostao gori 192 00:13:35,919 --> 00:13:40,799 mučno mi je i imam zatvor 193 00:13:38,159 --> 00:13:41,360 potpuno izgubio apetit i dao šest 194 00:13:40,799 --> 00:13:48,609 funti 195 00:13:41,360 --> 00:13:50,110 što samo znaš da nije pošteno 196 00:13:48,610 --> 00:13:51,680 [pljesak] 197 00:13:50,110 --> 00:13:56,720 [Glazba] 198 00:13:51,679 --> 00:13:56,719 [pljesak] 199 00:14:00,879 --> 00:14:03,838 oh 200 00:14:08,240 --> 00:14:12,399 goodman diana treća prilagodba nakon 201 00:14:10,240 --> 00:14:13,278 pet tjedana izvješća su i dalje bila blaga 202 00:14:12,399 --> 00:14:15,440 tjeskoba i 203 00:14:13,278 --> 00:14:17,198 neka dugotrajna depresija sada ne mogu 204 00:14:15,440 --> 00:14:20,800 osjeti moje prste na rukama ili nogama 205 00:14:17,198 --> 00:14:23,679 obilno se znojim bez razloga 206 00:14:20,799 --> 00:14:24,399 Protratio sam nekoliko tjedana vježbanja ovdje 207 00:14:23,679 --> 00:14:26,399 s tobom 208 00:14:24,399 --> 00:14:28,078 improvizirajući Oscar Peterson bio je 209 00:14:26,399 --> 00:14:30,799 klasično obučen 210 00:14:28,078 --> 00:14:31,838 beethoven je bio u redu miles davis otišao 211 00:14:30,799 --> 00:14:36,319 juilliard 212 00:14:31,839 --> 00:14:38,480 mozart je pisao pjesme o prdežima 213 00:14:36,320 --> 00:14:39,680 srećom nemam apsolutno nikakvu želju 214 00:14:38,480 --> 00:14:40,959 za seks iako 215 00:14:39,679 --> 00:14:42,879 je li to lijek ili 216 00:14:40,958 --> 00:14:46,159 svatko nagađa o braku 217 00:14:42,879 --> 00:14:49,360 sigurno je to lijek vjeran sam 218 00:14:46,159 --> 00:14:52,159 jako je slatko, ali moj muž jest 219 00:14:49,360 --> 00:14:52,159 čekajući u autu 220 00:14:52,240 --> 00:14:59,839 tko je lud 221 00:15:02,899 --> 00:15:06,019 [Glazba] 222 00:15:08,078 --> 00:15:27,349 bila sam tako mlada i tako glupa 223 00:15:12,240 --> 00:15:30,428 a sada jesam 224 00:15:27,350 --> 00:15:30,428 [pljesak] 225 00:15:30,570 --> 00:15:33,739 [Glazba] 226 00:15:38,839 --> 00:15:41,839 to je 227 00:15:46,720 --> 00:15:52,019 kažu da je ljubav slijepa 228 00:15:50,399 --> 00:15:53,440 ali vjeruj mi 229 00:15:52,019 --> 00:15:57,039 [Glazba] 230 00:15:53,440 --> 00:15:57,040 ljubav je luda 231 00:15:57,278 --> 00:16:03,889 goodman diana sedam tjedana 232 00:16:01,600 --> 00:16:06,320 ne osjećam se kao ja 233 00:16:03,889 --> 00:16:09,519 [Glazba] 234 00:16:06,320 --> 00:16:23,839 ne osjećam ništa 235 00:16:09,519 --> 00:16:23,839 pacijentova stabilna 236 00:16:28,879 --> 00:16:33,360 ona poriče molim te 237 00:16:35,039 --> 00:16:41,679 stari, to je terapeutski 238 00:16:38,078 --> 00:16:44,239 to je medicinska marihuana za liječenje vaše bolesti 239 00:16:41,679 --> 00:16:44,239 potpuno 240 00:16:45,600 --> 00:16:50,159 nemam ništa u ustima 241 00:16:47,278 --> 00:16:53,519 na vatri da, to je dobro 242 00:16:50,159 --> 00:16:54,399 gledaj, ne mogu to učiniti sa svojim životom 243 00:16:53,519 --> 00:16:57,039 ja sam kao 244 00:16:54,399 --> 00:16:58,320 jedan iz katastrofe tvoj život 245 00:16:57,039 --> 00:17:00,958 nije katastrofa 246 00:16:58,320 --> 00:17:05,838 okoliš je katastrofa sprint je 247 00:17:00,958 --> 00:17:05,838 katastrofa 248 00:17:08,818 --> 00:17:13,538 [Glazba] 249 00:17:14,798 --> 00:17:20,959 pokušavam ti reći volim te što 250 00:17:18,558 --> 00:17:22,160 svijet je u ratu ispunjenom smrću 251 00:17:20,959 --> 00:17:25,600 i bolest 252 00:17:22,160 --> 00:17:30,400 plesali smo s ruba uništenja 253 00:17:25,599 --> 00:17:30,399 klonovi su došli toplije smrtonosno 254 00:17:31,200 --> 00:17:38,720 krhotina našeg planeta je prilično 255 00:17:35,038 --> 00:17:44,558 pokvaren nepopravljiv 256 00:17:38,720 --> 00:17:44,558 jedna stvar radi ako stojiš 257 00:17:44,839 --> 00:17:50,959 ondje 258 00:17:46,160 --> 00:17:54,320 savršeno za tebe za koje bih mogao biti savršen 259 00:17:50,960 --> 00:17:58,558 ti sam možda lijen 260 00:17:54,319 --> 00:18:02,079 usamljenik, pomalo nadrkan, to je istina 261 00:17:58,558 --> 00:18:05,678 ali možda sam savršena 262 00:18:02,079 --> 00:18:13,990 učinit ću sebe savršenim savršenim za tebe 263 00:18:05,679 --> 00:18:16,330 kvadriraš sve kutove 264 00:18:13,990 --> 00:18:23,150 [pljesak] 265 00:18:16,329 --> 00:18:23,149 [Glazba] 266 00:18:24,079 --> 00:18:29,839 ne mogu popraviti što ima 267 00:18:31,140 --> 00:18:37,619 [Glazba] 268 00:18:38,558 --> 00:18:54,368 mogu biti savršen za 269 00:18:42,680 --> 00:18:54,369 [Glazba] 270 00:18:54,720 --> 00:18:59,319 lijepa kuća mogu li ući o moj 271 00:18:57,839 --> 00:19:00,959 br 272 00:18:59,319 --> 00:19:03,678 [Glazba] 273 00:19:00,960 --> 00:19:05,679 špijuniraš li vlastitu kćer kada 274 00:19:03,679 --> 00:19:08,840 je li dobila dečka 275 00:19:05,679 --> 00:19:10,160 kako mi nedostaje dobro ti nedostaješ a 276 00:19:08,839 --> 00:19:13,119 puno 277 00:19:10,160 --> 00:19:14,480 misliš li da su umiješani tko zna 278 00:19:13,119 --> 00:19:18,319 oni su mladi 279 00:19:14,480 --> 00:19:21,440 dosadni su događa se 280 00:19:18,319 --> 00:19:22,710 evo hajde da se udamo za mene 281 00:19:21,440 --> 00:19:27,119 znam gdje da vičem 282 00:19:22,710 --> 00:19:27,119 [Glazba] 283 00:19:29,210 --> 00:19:32,369 [Glazba] 284 00:19:34,240 --> 00:19:39,599 jer znam da nije volim te diana 285 00:19:37,759 --> 00:19:44,079 imam ovu bebu 286 00:19:39,599 --> 00:19:44,079 dovraga, ovo je ludo 287 00:19:50,839 --> 00:19:53,839 možda 288 00:20:03,250 --> 00:20:07,930 [Glazba] 289 00:20:09,839 --> 00:20:18,399 bilo je vrijeme kada sam letio više 290 00:20:15,200 --> 00:20:21,840 bilo je vrijeme divlje djevojke 291 00:20:18,400 --> 00:20:21,840 trčati slobodno 292 00:20:22,000 --> 00:20:26,720 bio bih ja 293 00:20:23,500 --> 00:20:31,038 [Glazba] 294 00:20:26,720 --> 00:20:35,839 sad vidim da osjeća vatru 295 00:20:31,038 --> 00:20:38,720 sada znam da me treba tamo 296 00:20:35,839 --> 00:20:38,720 dijeliti 297 00:20:39,119 --> 00:20:42,239 nema me nigdje 298 00:20:42,480 --> 00:20:51,038 sve te prazne i mirne 299 00:20:46,839 --> 00:20:54,319 godine čini se da su presušili 300 00:20:51,038 --> 00:20:57,599 sve moje suze 301 00:20:54,319 --> 00:21:11,038 i dok ona slobodno trči 302 00:20:57,599 --> 00:21:11,038 i brzo se čini moji divlji dani 303 00:21:14,839 --> 00:21:20,240 ali 304 00:21:16,400 --> 00:21:20,240 nedostajati planinama 305 00:21:20,558 --> 00:21:28,879 nedostaju mi vrtoglave visine 306 00:21:25,279 --> 00:21:31,200 svi dani manične magije 307 00:21:28,880 --> 00:21:31,200 i 308 00:21:31,680 --> 00:21:34,749 [Glazba] 309 00:21:38,470 --> 00:21:42,640 [Glazba] 310 00:21:42,839 --> 00:21:45,839 je 311 00:21:56,839 --> 00:22:04,389 teren i 312 00:22:00,079 --> 00:22:09,038 nedostaju mi planine nedostaje mi bol 313 00:22:04,390 --> 00:22:13,840 [Glazba] 314 00:22:09,038 --> 00:22:13,839 tisuće te izluđuju 315 00:22:16,710 --> 00:22:20,509 [Glazba] 316 00:22:24,839 --> 00:22:30,319 je 317 00:22:26,480 --> 00:22:33,440 je savršen 318 00:22:30,319 --> 00:22:33,439 ništa nije stvarno 319 00:22:35,519 --> 00:22:41,839 ništa nije istina 320 00:22:53,200 --> 00:22:55,840 kroz je 321 00:22:56,240 --> 00:23:09,839 i trošeći sve svoje vrijeme 322 00:22:59,440 --> 00:23:09,840 gdje je zrak 323 00:23:18,720 --> 00:23:23,839 nedostaje mi moj 324 00:23:28,558 --> 00:23:46,000 nedostaje mi moj 325 00:23:35,920 --> 00:23:51,840 [pljesak] 326 00:23:46,000 --> 00:23:51,839 siguran si u ovaj trenutak 327 00:23:58,558 --> 00:24:10,819 ništa ako ne zna 328 00:24:05,490 --> 00:24:16,839 [pljesak] 329 00:24:10,819 --> 00:24:19,839 [Glazba] 330 00:24:16,839 --> 00:24:19,839 hm 331 00:24:24,798 --> 00:24:32,359 dva tjedna i sve radi 332 00:24:26,558 --> 00:24:38,509 kako sam znao da će uspjeti 333 00:24:32,359 --> 00:24:41,629 [Glazba] 334 00:24:38,509 --> 00:24:41,629 [pljesak] 335 00:24:47,019 --> 00:24:50,129 [Glazba] 336 00:24:52,400 --> 00:25:01,840 [Glazba] 337 00:24:58,839 --> 00:25:01,839 je 338 00:25:02,329 --> 00:25:06,999 [Glazba] 339 00:25:03,910 --> 00:25:06,999 [pljesak] 340 00:25:07,200 --> 00:25:10,298 [Glazba] 341 00:25:11,119 --> 00:25:16,479 izlazili smo devet tjedana 342 00:25:13,679 --> 00:25:19,840 tri dana 343 00:25:16,480 --> 00:25:23,200 računaj ti si tako djevojka 344 00:25:19,839 --> 00:25:25,439 i natalie i ovo mora biti harry i 345 00:25:23,200 --> 00:25:29,840 sandra drago mi je što smo se konačno upoznali 346 00:25:25,440 --> 00:25:29,840 zašto nam se ne pridružite 347 00:25:30,029 --> 00:25:33,200 [Glazba] 348 00:25:40,450 --> 00:25:43,519 [Glazba] 349 00:25:47,920 --> 00:25:51,339 [pljesak] 350 00:25:48,220 --> 00:25:51,338 [Glazba] 351 00:25:54,839 --> 00:25:57,839 hej 352 00:26:06,859 --> 00:26:12,709 [Glazba] 353 00:26:15,440 --> 00:26:21,120 nečiji je rođendan čiji je rođendan 354 00:26:18,880 --> 00:26:21,120 je li 355 00:26:21,519 --> 00:26:24,720 braćo moja nisam znao da imate 356 00:26:24,159 --> 00:26:28,080 brate 357 00:26:24,720 --> 00:26:31,278 ja ne on 358 00:26:28,079 --> 00:26:31,278 died before i was poor 359 00:26:33,679 --> 00:26:39,840 what what if 360 00:26:40,960 --> 00:26:48,079 he's not here he's not 361 00:26:44,720 --> 00:26:53,200 ovdje volim ja 362 00:26:48,079 --> 00:26:58,558 know you know 363 00:26:53,200 --> 00:27:01,819 osjećaš li da je još uvijek stvaran 364 00:26:58,558 --> 00:27:04,079 love it's just not so 365 00:27:01,819 --> 00:27:08,558 [Glazba] 366 00:27:04,079 --> 00:27:12,278 zašto još uvijek vjeruješ 367 00:27:08,558 --> 00:27:15,119 sanjaš li ili ti 368 00:27:12,278 --> 00:27:18,319 grieve you've got to 369 00:27:15,119 --> 00:27:18,319 pusti ga 370 00:27:19,038 --> 00:27:26,720 on je sve ovo bio mrtav 371 00:27:24,038 --> 00:27:30,829 godine znaju 372 00:27:26,720 --> 00:27:32,839 ljubavi moja on nije ovdje 373 00:27:30,829 --> 00:27:35,759 [Glazba] 374 00:27:32,839 --> 00:27:39,519 jezik prestani ovo je bilo 375 00:27:35,759 --> 00:27:39,519 uh divno upoznati vas oboje 376 00:27:42,720 --> 00:27:56,558 što je s novim lijekovima 377 00:27:49,529 --> 00:27:56,558 [Glazba] 378 00:28:00,000 --> 00:28:07,038 znam da je ovo teško znaš 379 00:28:04,319 --> 00:28:08,639 što točno znaš, znam da jesi 380 00:28:07,038 --> 00:28:11,919 ranjavanje 381 00:28:08,640 --> 00:28:14,640 tako i ja da li se probudiš 382 00:28:11,919 --> 00:28:15,360 ujutro trebam pomoć da podignem tvoju 383 00:28:14,640 --> 00:28:18,880 glava 384 00:28:15,359 --> 00:28:22,000 čitate li osmrtnice i osjećate li ljubomoru 385 00:28:18,880 --> 00:28:22,720 od mrtvih je kao da živiš na glatkom 386 00:28:22,000 --> 00:28:25,919 strana 387 00:28:22,720 --> 00:28:31,200 ne znajući kada ćeš umrijeti znaš li 388 00:28:25,919 --> 00:28:31,200 znaš li kako je to umrijeti živ 389 00:28:32,579 --> 00:28:44,480 [Glazba] 390 00:28:41,359 --> 00:28:59,839 znam reći 391 00:28:44,480 --> 00:28:59,839 da te boli 392 00:29:09,519 --> 00:29:13,519 ali da nikad ne udari o zemlju to samo 393 00:29:12,398 --> 00:29:16,479 nastavlja se kotrljati 394 00:29:13,519 --> 00:29:17,679 na tebe bi mogli pomisliti da je moje ime moj dan 395 00:29:16,480 --> 00:29:25,900 ti ne znaš 396 00:29:17,679 --> 00:29:31,038 ne znaš što je to 397 00:29:25,900 --> 00:29:33,919 [Glazba] 398 00:29:31,038 --> 00:29:33,919 možeš li mi reći 399 00:29:34,720 --> 00:29:38,798 čega se to bojiš 400 00:29:39,599 --> 00:29:45,439 možeš li mi reći zašto se bojim da sam to ja 401 00:29:45,599 --> 00:29:48,480 mogu li te dotaknuti 402 00:29:49,278 --> 00:29:57,278 već smo dugo dobro 403 00:29:54,159 --> 00:30:00,720 kako bi nešto moglo poći po zlu da ja 404 00:29:57,278 --> 00:30:02,880 ne mogu vidjeti jer držim 405 00:30:00,720 --> 00:30:02,880 na 406 00:30:04,000 --> 00:30:11,200 i neću pustiti 407 00:30:07,839 --> 00:30:14,319 samo sam mislio da bi trebao znati ja 408 00:30:11,200 --> 00:30:15,120 ja sam taj koji te poznaje ja sam taj 409 00:30:14,319 --> 00:30:19,839 koga briga 410 00:30:15,119 --> 00:30:19,839 ja sam onaj koji je uvijek bio tu 411 00:30:20,558 --> 00:30:24,798 ja sam taj koji ti je pomogao i sada 412 00:30:23,599 --> 00:30:28,158 misliš da ja 413 00:30:24,798 --> 00:30:29,200 samo ne daj onda samo 414 00:30:28,159 --> 00:30:32,000 ne znam 415 00:30:29,200 --> 00:30:32,000 tko sam ja 416 00:30:34,558 --> 00:30:39,170 možete li 417 00:30:36,089 --> 00:30:39,169 [pljesak] 418 00:30:41,640 --> 00:30:46,880 [Glazba] 419 00:30:43,200 --> 00:30:51,840 bi li gledao kako se davim i pitao se 420 00:30:46,880 --> 00:30:51,840 zašto ti 421 00:30:51,960 --> 00:30:55,048 [Glazba] 422 00:30:58,819 --> 00:31:01,858 [Glazba] 423 00:31:07,679 --> 00:31:19,840 reci mi 424 00:31:27,119 --> 00:31:30,219 [pljesak] 425 00:31:31,519 --> 00:31:34,578 [Glazba] 426 00:31:37,440 --> 00:31:47,200 to sam ja 427 00:31:46,019 --> 00:31:50,410 [pljesak] 428 00:31:47,200 --> 00:31:51,679 to sam ja 429 00:31:50,410 --> 00:32:01,840 [pljesak] 430 00:31:51,679 --> 00:32:01,840 jer odugovlačim 431 00:32:03,859 --> 00:32:07,669 [pljesak] 432 00:32:12,420 --> 00:32:18,150 [Glazba] 433 00:32:14,980 --> 00:32:21,308 [pljesak] 434 00:32:18,150 --> 00:32:21,309 [Glazba] 435 00:32:26,839 --> 00:32:35,568 oh 436 00:32:29,309 --> 00:32:35,568 [Glazba] 437 00:32:36,039 --> 00:32:51,440 [pljesak] 438 00:32:48,480 --> 00:32:51,839 kad je ovakva beskorisna je 439 00:32:51,440 --> 00:32:56,000 ne mogu 440 00:32:51,839 --> 00:32:57,918 koristiti telefon ne mogu voziti da 441 00:32:56,000 --> 00:32:59,278 mislim ne da bih išla tamo to 442 00:32:57,919 --> 00:33:01,840 sranje je na redu 443 00:32:59,278 --> 00:33:02,558 i očito jesam potpuno neučinkovit 444 00:33:01,839 --> 00:33:04,879 stara škola 445 00:33:02,558 --> 00:33:06,158 umirući zeleni svi pripravnici i sportaši 446 00:33:04,880 --> 00:33:06,960 čitaju roditeljima lijekove 447 00:33:06,159 --> 00:33:09,360 ormari i 448 00:33:06,960 --> 00:33:11,038 puckajući xanax i šmrkajući adderall 449 00:33:09,359 --> 00:33:13,359 stvarno 450 00:33:11,038 --> 00:33:15,278 ja sam majstor izgubljene umjetnosti izrade a 451 00:33:13,359 --> 00:33:25,839 lula iz jabuke 452 00:33:15,278 --> 00:33:25,839 da, idete dečki 453 00:33:28,480 --> 00:33:39,839 on je heroj 454 00:33:48,039 --> 00:33:53,839 [Glazba] 455 00:33:49,119 --> 00:33:53,839 želim 456 00:33:54,619 --> 00:34:00,079 [Glazba] 457 00:33:56,720 --> 00:34:04,269 volio bih da mogu letjeti 458 00:34:00,079 --> 00:34:14,248 odletio bih daleko odavde 459 00:34:04,269 --> 00:34:14,248 [Glazba] 460 00:34:15,358 --> 00:34:23,358 on nije ovdje ja sam 461 00:34:20,260 --> 00:34:23,359 [Glazba] 462 00:34:27,280 --> 00:34:35,839 znaš da te volim 463 00:34:30,960 --> 00:34:35,838 volim te koliko god mogu 464 00:34:35,880 --> 00:34:41,919 [Glazba] 465 00:34:38,480 --> 00:34:44,480 pogledaj nevidljivu djevojku 466 00:34:41,918 --> 00:34:44,480 evo nje 467 00:34:44,969 --> 00:34:51,679 [Glazba] 468 00:34:47,119 --> 00:34:51,679 ona je ona nestaje 469 00:34:52,398 --> 00:35:03,838 njezinim dečkima 470 00:35:04,199 --> 00:35:06,849 [pljesak] 471 00:35:05,280 --> 00:35:08,350 [Glazba] 472 00:35:06,849 --> 00:35:08,989 [pljesak] 473 00:35:08,349 --> 00:35:12,829 [Glazba] 474 00:35:08,989 --> 00:35:14,838 [pljesak] 475 00:35:12,829 --> 00:35:16,349 [Glazba] 476 00:35:14,838 --> 00:35:17,630 je 477 00:35:16,349 --> 00:35:18,349 [pljesak] 478 00:35:17,630 --> 00:35:29,440 [Glazba] 479 00:35:18,349 --> 00:35:32,319 [pljesak] 480 00:35:29,440 --> 00:35:33,838 nemojmo se obeshrabriti, naći ćemo a 481 00:35:32,320 --> 00:35:35,440 liječnika koji će vas liječiti bez 482 00:35:33,838 --> 00:35:38,239 droge 483 00:35:35,440 --> 00:35:39,519 tamo je netko za tebe 484 00:35:38,239 --> 00:35:41,919 chat sobe za depresiju 485 00:35:39,519 --> 00:35:43,199 kažu da je kao velik samo moraš 486 00:35:41,920 --> 00:35:44,159 nastavi dok ne pronađeš pravu 487 00:35:43,199 --> 00:35:47,199 odgovarati 488 00:35:44,159 --> 00:35:48,000 imaju izazov depresije i ovo 489 00:35:47,199 --> 00:35:51,519 liječnik 490 00:35:48,000 --> 00:35:53,039 trebao bi biti nevjerojatna prava rock zvijezda 491 00:35:51,519 --> 00:35:55,280 tri različite dame u uredu 492 00:35:53,039 --> 00:35:57,039 dao mi je svoje ime 493 00:35:55,280 --> 00:35:59,839 tri različite žene na poslu ne ja sam 494 00:35:57,039 --> 00:35:59,838 orašasti plodovi 495 00:36:01,039 --> 00:36:03,519 dijana 496 00:36:04,719 --> 00:36:07,358 upravo ovuda 497 00:36:13,250 --> 00:36:16,349 [pljesak] 498 00:36:22,320 --> 00:36:27,838 dobrodošli sjednite 499 00:36:28,000 --> 00:36:43,519 lijepo je 500 00:36:40,079 --> 00:36:45,680 Žao mi je što si rekao rekao sam hajdemo 501 00:36:43,519 --> 00:36:48,880 započeti 502 00:36:45,679 --> 00:36:53,679 jesi li nervozan ja sam ja 503 00:36:48,880 --> 00:36:53,680 malo sam bez daha 504 00:36:56,559 --> 00:37:02,320 sad ideš um dobro da počnemo 505 00:37:00,480 --> 00:37:03,838 malo se upoznati 506 00:37:02,320 --> 00:37:06,640 psihoterapije i lijekova 507 00:37:03,838 --> 00:37:07,519 često najbolje rade u Kanadi, ali možemo pokušati 508 00:37:06,639 --> 00:37:10,159 prvi sam 509 00:37:07,519 --> 00:37:22,000 i vidjeti koliko daleko možemo ah sada zašto ne 510 00:37:10,159 --> 00:37:25,199 ti mi reci 511 00:37:22,000 --> 00:37:28,079 [Glazba] 512 00:37:25,199 --> 00:37:28,078 moja povijest 513 00:37:28,559 --> 00:37:35,039 o u redu bio sam 514 00:37:31,920 --> 00:37:35,039 dijagnosticiran bipolarni poremećaj 515 00:37:35,199 --> 00:37:40,480 Prije 16 godina, ali pokazalo se da je bipolarni 516 00:37:38,719 --> 00:37:42,719 nije u potpunosti pokrio 517 00:37:40,480 --> 00:37:43,599 pa često najbolje što možemo učiniti je staviti 518 00:37:42,719 --> 00:37:45,358 imena na 519 00:37:43,599 --> 00:37:47,440 zbirke simptoma to je moguće 520 00:37:45,358 --> 00:37:51,519 bipolarni ima više zajedničkog s 521 00:37:47,440 --> 00:37:54,079 shizofrenija nego depresija kad sam bio 522 00:37:51,519 --> 00:37:55,358 mlad, majka me je nazvala živahnim 523 00:37:54,079 --> 00:37:57,119 ona bi znala 524 00:37:55,358 --> 00:37:59,759 bila je toliko raspoložena da su je zabranili 525 00:37:57,119 --> 00:38:02,079 od pta 526 00:37:59,760 --> 00:38:03,440 dobro ponekad postoji predispozicija 527 00:38:02,079 --> 00:38:06,800 na bolest ali 528 00:38:03,440 --> 00:38:09,679 stvarni početak pokreću neki 529 00:38:06,800 --> 00:38:09,680 traumatski događaj 530 00:38:10,159 --> 00:38:13,358 nikad ne znam što reći kad moram 531 00:38:11,599 --> 00:38:15,200 prijeđi preko svega ovoga 532 00:38:13,358 --> 00:38:16,960 počinje zvučati kao neka priča i 533 00:38:15,199 --> 00:38:18,960 reci da se radi o nekoj drugoj osobi 534 00:38:16,960 --> 00:38:22,079 u cijelosti 535 00:38:18,960 --> 00:38:25,358 pa zašto mi ne kažeš 536 00:38:22,079 --> 00:38:28,480 o zadnji put kad si 537 00:38:25,358 --> 00:38:28,480 istinski se osjećao sretnim 538 00:38:29,519 --> 00:38:35,119 jeste li bili sretni kad ste se vjenčali i 539 00:38:32,880 --> 00:38:36,160 mislio sam da jesam pa postoji razlika 540 00:38:35,119 --> 00:38:38,079 između 541 00:38:36,159 --> 00:38:39,838 biti sretan i samo misliti da jesi 542 00:38:38,079 --> 00:38:42,000 sretna 543 00:38:39,838 --> 00:38:44,239 većina ljudi koji misle da su sretni samo 544 00:38:42,000 --> 00:38:46,079 imati misao 545 00:38:44,239 --> 00:38:49,358 većina ljudi koji misle da su sretni i jesu 546 00:38:46,079 --> 00:38:49,359 zapravo samo glupo 547 00:38:49,838 --> 00:38:54,279 vidim jesi li bio sretan kad je tvoj sin bio 548 00:38:53,440 --> 00:38:57,519 rođena 549 00:38:54,280 --> 00:38:57,519 [Glazba] 550 00:38:57,760 --> 00:39:14,500 reci mi sine moj 551 00:39:01,679 --> 00:39:22,478 zašto je još uvijek u blizini tko je 552 00:39:14,500 --> 00:39:22,478 [Glazba] 553 00:39:26,880 --> 00:39:47,519 tebe 554 00:39:28,130 --> 00:39:47,519 [Glazba] 555 00:39:48,559 --> 00:40:09,358 moji strahovi 556 00:39:56,150 --> 00:40:11,920 [Glazba] 557 00:40:09,358 --> 00:40:12,719 on nikad neće otići, ne znam 558 00:40:11,920 --> 00:40:14,079 obitelji 559 00:40:12,719 --> 00:40:15,838 znaš da je ovo jedan od onih trenutaka 560 00:40:14,079 --> 00:40:20,560 gdje možete biti samo tipičan roditelj 561 00:40:15,838 --> 00:40:20,559 i lagati i reći da da 562 00:40:22,838 --> 00:40:25,838 hvala 563 00:40:27,239 --> 00:40:31,279 [Glazba] 564 00:40:31,358 --> 00:40:35,199 znaš natalie čut ću te nije 565 00:40:34,480 --> 00:40:39,838 uvijek o 566 00:40:35,199 --> 00:40:39,838 tvoju utjehu znam 567 00:40:44,159 --> 00:40:52,000 [Glazba] 568 00:40:46,480 --> 00:40:56,400 kao i uvijek 569 00:40:52,000 --> 00:40:58,000 ne može me promijeniti ja sam savršeni stranac 570 00:40:56,400 --> 00:41:02,960 tko i tebe zna 571 00:40:58,000 --> 00:41:04,960 dobro ali ja sam živ ja sam živ 572 00:41:02,960 --> 00:41:07,838 i reći ću ti istinu ako dopustiš 573 00:41:04,960 --> 00:41:07,838 probam ja 574 00:41:10,900 --> 00:41:35,838 [Glazba] 575 00:41:20,800 --> 00:41:35,839 ja sam živ 576 00:41:38,619 --> 00:41:46,319 [Glazba] 577 00:41:46,960 --> 00:42:03,838 da ću te pronaći 578 00:42:04,800 --> 00:42:07,879 [Glazba] 579 00:42:12,079 --> 00:42:16,639 [Glazba] 580 00:42:14,838 --> 00:42:31,838 je 581 00:42:16,639 --> 00:42:31,838 nikad neću umrijeti živ sam 582 00:42:39,119 --> 00:42:43,179 [Glazba] 583 00:42:42,889 --> 00:42:45,239 [pljesak] 584 00:42:43,179 --> 00:42:48,309 [Glazba] 585 00:42:45,239 --> 00:42:48,309 [pljesak] 586 00:42:53,838 --> 00:42:58,400 pa prošla su četiri tjedna i želio bih 587 00:42:56,318 --> 00:43:01,440 isprobajte nešto novo danas 588 00:42:58,400 --> 00:43:05,519 ponekad kada ove priče mogu biti 589 00:43:01,440 --> 00:43:08,639 teško reći hipnoza može biti od pomoći 590 00:43:05,519 --> 00:43:12,719 oh, mislim da ne bih mogao biti hipnotiziran 591 00:43:08,639 --> 00:43:15,838 mislim dobro je samo nisam takav 592 00:43:12,719 --> 00:43:18,318 stavi ruke u krilo i noge 593 00:43:15,838 --> 00:43:18,318 na podu 594 00:43:21,750 --> 00:43:27,838 [Glazba] 595 00:43:24,838 --> 00:43:27,838 disati 596 00:43:37,760 --> 00:43:42,719 trebamo li upaliti svjetlo 597 00:43:39,110 --> 00:43:42,719 [Glazba] 598 00:43:50,639 --> 00:44:09,838 postoje vrata, to su vrata koja ti imaš 599 00:43:53,280 --> 00:44:09,839 nikada prije nisam vidio 600 00:44:12,719 --> 00:44:15,358 čuješ li me 601 00:44:16,079 --> 00:44:18,318 da 602 00:44:20,719 --> 00:44:25,598 jesi li još nervozan 603 00:44:25,679 --> 00:44:27,838 br 604 00:44:29,280 --> 00:44:35,599 dobro sad se odluči za istraživanje 605 00:44:34,079 --> 00:44:38,318 sebe 606 00:44:35,599 --> 00:44:39,200 odluči se da imaš priče 607 00:44:38,318 --> 00:44:41,358 reći 608 00:44:39,199 --> 00:44:42,879 dok tražite svoju prošlost za što 609 00:44:41,358 --> 00:44:46,250 tuge mogu trajati 610 00:44:42,880 --> 00:44:47,760 onda se odluči da budeš dobro 611 00:44:46,250 --> 00:44:50,318 [Glazba] 612 00:44:47,760 --> 00:44:51,090 umrijeti dođeš kući s ovih sesija u 613 00:44:50,318 --> 00:44:54,199 suze 614 00:44:51,090 --> 00:44:54,199 [Glazba] 615 00:44:54,318 --> 00:44:58,318 umrijeti umrijeti 616 00:44:59,679 --> 00:45:05,598 oboje smo bili podzemna arhitektura 617 00:45:03,838 --> 00:45:07,920 beba nije bila planirana 618 00:45:05,599 --> 00:45:08,960 možda je postojao brak za koji sam mislio 619 00:45:07,920 --> 00:45:11,599 očekivalo se da će biti 620 00:45:08,960 --> 00:45:14,318 prezauzet ali kad je beba došla i sve 621 00:45:11,599 --> 00:45:18,480 činilo da ima smisla sve dok 622 00:45:14,318 --> 00:45:18,480 dok on ne bude ovdje 623 00:45:24,969 --> 00:45:28,059 [Glazba] 624 00:45:31,969 --> 00:45:35,250 [pljesak] 625 00:45:36,199 --> 00:45:39,250 [Glazba] 626 00:45:40,318 --> 00:45:47,838 govoreći kroz svoju povijest 627 00:45:48,639 --> 00:45:51,739 [pljesak] 628 00:45:52,489 --> 00:45:56,129 [Glazba] 629 00:45:57,199 --> 00:46:00,318 hej, znam da ne bih trebao biti 630 00:45:59,119 --> 00:46:02,480 iza pozornice ali 631 00:46:00,318 --> 00:46:03,519 za sreću jesi li ispratio moje roditelje 632 00:46:02,480 --> 00:46:06,880 tamo um 633 00:46:03,519 --> 00:46:07,759 jesi li dobro, moj tata je rekao da hoćeš 634 00:46:06,880 --> 00:46:12,400 oboje biti ovdje 635 00:46:07,760 --> 00:46:12,400 siguran sam da će biti hoće li 636 00:46:13,280 --> 00:46:21,200 imamo i natalie i znam da ona zna 637 00:46:18,960 --> 00:46:22,720 nisam je mogao zadržati u bolnici 638 00:46:21,199 --> 00:46:25,439 gdje su dovraga 639 00:46:22,719 --> 00:46:28,299 Nisam si mogao dopustiti da je držim 640 00:46:25,440 --> 00:46:39,050 prvi put si spomenuo 641 00:46:28,300 --> 00:46:39,050 [Glazba] 642 00:46:40,838 --> 00:46:54,239 bog 643 00:46:42,139 --> 00:46:54,239 [Glazba] 644 00:47:01,519 --> 00:47:06,559 hvala ti što si došla natalie 645 00:47:08,838 --> 00:47:13,039 dobar čovjek 646 00:47:11,320 --> 00:47:15,440 [pljesak] 647 00:47:13,039 --> 00:47:17,279 sada pokušajmo razmisliti o čemu sve 648 00:47:15,440 --> 00:47:20,079 ovo ti radi 649 00:47:17,280 --> 00:47:20,079 i tvoja obitelj 650 00:47:21,760 --> 00:47:29,280 svoju tugu 651 00:47:25,039 --> 00:47:34,079 za tvog sina tvoja udaljenost od natalie 652 00:47:29,280 --> 00:47:39,119 žao mi je što je samo um 653 00:47:34,079 --> 00:47:41,119 stvar je um 654 00:47:39,119 --> 00:47:42,559 znaš koji je problem s klasikom 655 00:47:41,119 --> 00:47:45,920 je 656 00:47:42,559 --> 00:47:48,240 tako je krut i strukturiran 657 00:47:45,920 --> 00:47:50,559 morate svirati note na stranici 658 00:47:48,239 --> 00:47:53,838 nema mjesta improvizaciji 659 00:47:50,559 --> 00:47:53,839 o ne 660 00:47:56,420 --> 00:47:59,659 [pljesak] 661 00:47:59,909 --> 00:48:02,980 [Glazba] 662 00:48:03,510 --> 00:48:06,609 [pljesak] 663 00:48:08,989 --> 00:48:14,079 [Glazba] 664 00:48:14,318 --> 00:48:21,838 može dovesti do depresije 665 00:48:22,239 --> 00:48:35,838 što se više držiš nečega što ti 666 00:48:23,599 --> 00:48:35,838 ljubav da 667 00:48:37,570 --> 00:48:43,830 [Glazba] 668 00:48:46,239 --> 00:48:49,279 ne biste li htjeli ići kući možda jasno 669 00:48:48,880 --> 00:48:51,838 van 670 00:48:49,280 --> 00:48:53,680 te stvari možda provesti neko vrijeme s 671 00:48:51,838 --> 00:48:57,119 tvoja kći 672 00:48:53,679 --> 00:49:00,879 i pusti svoga sina 673 00:48:57,119 --> 00:49:03,838 napokon, trebamo li ići 674 00:49:00,880 --> 00:49:03,838 da 675 00:49:04,719 --> 00:49:19,389 da hoću 676 00:49:16,179 --> 00:49:19,389 [Glazba] 677 00:49:22,429 --> 00:49:31,649 [Glazba] 678 00:49:25,440 --> 00:49:40,418 ovo je dobar momak, to je dobar korak 679 00:49:31,650 --> 00:49:40,418 [Glazba] 680 00:49:56,289 --> 00:50:12,250 [Glazba] 681 00:50:10,838 --> 00:50:38,670 je 682 00:50:12,250 --> 00:50:38,670 [Glazba] 683 00:50:38,838 --> 00:50:54,159 je 684 00:50:41,329 --> 00:50:54,159 [Glazba] 685 00:50:57,690 --> 00:51:04,800 [Glazba] 686 00:51:03,559 --> 00:51:08,150 zvijezde 687 00:51:04,800 --> 00:51:17,860 idem noć 688 00:51:08,150 --> 00:51:17,860 [Glazba] 689 00:51:18,159 --> 00:51:23,838 plesači mogu nestati 690 00:51:25,730 --> 00:51:31,449 [Glazba] 691 00:51:40,440 --> 00:51:51,838 [Glazba] 692 00:51:48,838 --> 00:51:51,838 je 693 00:51:53,590 --> 00:51:57,650 [Glazba] 694 00:51:56,519 --> 00:52:15,239 dakle 695 00:51:57,650 --> 00:52:19,838 [Glazba] 696 00:52:15,239 --> 00:52:19,838 plesati sa 697 00:52:25,610 --> 00:52:28,800 [Glazba] 698 00:52:29,440 --> 00:52:32,880 lice mi 699 00:52:34,000 --> 00:52:37,150 [Glazba] 700 00:52:39,838 --> 00:52:47,838 postoji svijet gdje sunce sja 701 00:52:44,318 --> 00:52:47,838 svaki dan 702 00:52:49,179 --> 00:52:52,349 [Glazba] 703 00:52:56,630 --> 00:53:15,110 [Glazba] 704 00:52:59,358 --> 00:53:23,469 vi momci 705 00:53:15,110 --> 00:53:23,469 [Glazba] 706 00:53:26,400 --> 00:53:31,519 dobar čovjek diane 707 00:53:28,460 --> 00:53:31,519 [Glazba] 708 00:53:32,639 --> 00:53:45,920 pronađen u nesvijesti kod kuće 709 00:53:43,838 --> 00:53:48,480 višestruke rane žiletom na zapešćima i 710 00:53:45,920 --> 00:53:48,480 podlaktice 711 00:53:53,190 --> 00:53:57,679 [Glazba] 712 00:53:54,838 --> 00:54:00,318 samoranjavanje 713 00:53:57,679 --> 00:54:01,440 fiziološka otopina iznajmljuje šavove ožiljke iv 714 00:54:00,318 --> 00:54:11,039 antibiotici 715 00:54:01,440 --> 00:54:14,559 izoliran uspavljen i sputan oštećen 716 00:54:11,039 --> 00:54:18,318 ect je naznačeno 717 00:54:14,559 --> 00:54:21,440 vau, mislim oni to još uvijek rade 718 00:54:18,318 --> 00:54:23,199 radimo da, to je standard u slučajevima 719 00:54:21,440 --> 00:54:24,000 ovako ima dugu povijest 720 00:54:23,199 --> 00:54:27,039 terapija lijekovima 721 00:54:24,000 --> 00:54:29,519 i otpora ona je akutno suicidalna 722 00:54:27,039 --> 00:54:30,880 to je stvarno naša najbolja opcija 723 00:54:29,519 --> 00:54:33,039 zastrašujućeg 724 00:54:30,880 --> 00:54:35,519 nije u pitanju struja 725 00:54:33,039 --> 00:54:39,679 jedva dovoljno da zapali žarulju od 100 vati 726 00:54:35,519 --> 00:54:42,400 oh, mislim ako je rupa od samo 100 W 727 00:54:39,679 --> 00:54:44,879 to je sigurnije nego prijeći ulicu i 728 00:54:42,400 --> 00:54:49,358 stopa kratkoročnog uspjeha je preko 80 729 00:54:44,880 --> 00:54:53,039 mislio sam da je ponekad bolja 730 00:54:49,358 --> 00:54:56,159 pacijenti povrate tek toliko snage da 731 00:54:53,039 --> 00:54:56,480 slijediti suicidalne porive ali 732 00:54:56,159 --> 00:55:00,879 ne 733 00:54:56,480 --> 00:55:04,838 dovoljno snage da im se dobro odupre 734 00:55:00,880 --> 00:55:08,000 to se čini vrlo 735 00:55:04,838 --> 00:55:10,798 da, ovo je nezakonito, trebamo njen pristanak 736 00:55:08,000 --> 00:55:13,199 a bolnička politika je da trebamo i tvoje 737 00:55:10,798 --> 00:55:16,559 mislim da neće pristati na ovo 738 00:55:13,199 --> 00:55:19,679 gospodine gibbon, možemo upravljati itd 739 00:55:16,559 --> 00:55:20,240 a možete je dovesti doma za 10 dana ili 740 00:55:19,679 --> 00:55:22,719 možemo 741 00:55:20,239 --> 00:55:23,598 držite je pod sedativima 48 sati otpusta 742 00:55:22,719 --> 00:55:27,199 njoj 743 00:55:23,599 --> 00:55:30,720 a zatim pričekajte da ona pokuša ponovno 744 00:55:27,199 --> 00:55:35,439 slušaj samo idi kući 745 00:55:30,719 --> 00:55:35,439 u redu uzmi noć i razgovaraj s njima 746 00:55:47,199 --> 00:55:52,078 stoji u njegovoj sobi i pitam se što 747 00:55:50,480 --> 00:55:55,440 silazi 748 00:55:52,079 --> 00:55:56,960 znam da joj moram pomoći, ali dovraga ako 749 00:55:55,440 --> 00:55:59,519 znati kako 750 00:55:56,960 --> 00:56:00,480 i sva vremena koja su mi rekli 751 00:55:59,519 --> 00:56:04,400 način na koji ona 752 00:56:00,480 --> 00:56:08,318 bolest ide istina toga nije nitko 753 00:56:04,400 --> 00:56:10,880 stvarno zna i svaki dan 754 00:56:08,318 --> 00:56:12,079 ovaj čin koji glumimo postaje sve više i više 755 00:56:10,880 --> 00:56:14,640 apsurdno 756 00:56:12,079 --> 00:56:15,440 i svi moji strahovi samo sjede u meni 757 00:56:14,639 --> 00:56:18,879 vrišteći 758 00:56:15,440 --> 00:56:22,000 biti saslušan znam da neće znati 759 00:56:18,880 --> 00:56:25,519 niti jedne riječi 760 00:56:22,000 --> 00:56:30,960 bio sam uz nju kad je nazvala 761 00:56:25,519 --> 00:56:30,960 kad je plakala kako me je mogla ostaviti 762 00:56:32,329 --> 00:56:35,869 [Glazba] 763 00:56:43,039 --> 00:56:46,159 prelazi u laganje 764 00:56:46,400 --> 00:57:06,820 držim noge točno na zemlji 765 00:56:57,869 --> 00:57:06,819 [Glazba] 766 00:57:10,838 --> 00:57:13,838 hej 767 00:57:25,760 --> 00:57:41,839 sada šetam tik uz nju kao 768 00:57:28,318 --> 00:57:41,838 crna rupa se širom otvara 769 00:57:43,119 --> 00:57:47,369 [Glazba] 770 00:57:47,838 --> 00:57:52,318 ali to je najgore što smo ikada upoznali 771 00:57:52,960 --> 00:58:09,838 ona je ozlijeđena i ja ne mogu 772 00:57:56,159 --> 00:58:09,838 odustati 773 00:58:10,400 --> 00:58:23,838 nikada ne bi mogao biti 774 00:58:27,199 --> 00:58:32,960 tata zašto vodiš sa sobom 775 00:58:30,639 --> 00:58:34,960 ne viđamo vas puno ovih dana 776 00:58:32,960 --> 00:58:37,838 ovaj henry ima dobar utjecaj 777 00:58:34,960 --> 00:58:37,838 kao u usporedbi s čime 778 00:58:38,159 --> 00:58:43,118 ok pošteno, posljedice su minimalne 779 00:58:41,599 --> 00:58:44,960 pomalo ćete se osjećati kao da imate 780 00:58:43,119 --> 00:58:47,519 mamurluk 781 00:58:44,960 --> 00:58:49,358 uzrokuje oštećenje mozga tvoje majke 782 00:58:47,519 --> 00:58:53,119 za novi tretman 783 00:58:49,358 --> 00:58:58,400 ect u redu elementarna toplina 784 00:58:53,119 --> 00:59:01,119 kakva je to elektrokonvulzivna terapija 785 00:58:58,400 --> 00:59:02,400 šok terapija sada neki pacijenti prijavljuju 786 00:59:01,119 --> 00:59:04,079 neki gubitak pamćenja ali 787 00:59:02,400 --> 00:59:05,519 obično nije mnogo kako znaš 788 00:59:04,079 --> 00:59:06,798 koliko si pamćenja izgubio 789 00:59:05,519 --> 00:59:09,920 već ga izgubio 790 00:59:06,798 --> 00:59:11,519 šališ se dobro tata to je 791 00:59:09,920 --> 00:59:13,920 jezični pacijenti rekli su da je to kao 792 00:59:11,519 --> 00:59:16,559 postaje nova osoba to je ona 793 00:59:13,920 --> 00:59:16,559 vjeruje ti 794 00:59:16,838 --> 00:59:19,838 natalie 795 00:59:22,920 --> 00:59:26,289 [pljesak] 796 00:59:30,838 --> 00:59:33,838 je 797 00:59:35,309 --> 00:59:38,429 [Glazba] 798 00:59:43,199 --> 00:59:46,719 je čisto i jednostavno stotine 799 00:59:44,960 --> 01:00:00,220 primaju ga tisuće pacijenata 800 00:59:46,719 --> 01:00:03,359 svake godine 801 01:00:00,219 --> 01:00:03,359 [Glazba] 802 01:00:08,719 --> 01:00:15,838 ja znam 803 01:00:19,920 --> 01:00:43,838 i kaže 804 01:00:28,960 --> 01:00:43,838 ako sam ovo vidio 805 01:00:45,940 --> 01:01:01,280 [Glazba] 806 01:00:56,079 --> 01:01:06,480 jedno svjetlo svijetli u pogonu 807 01:01:01,280 --> 01:01:11,119 jedan jedini znak da je naša kuća živa 808 01:01:06,480 --> 01:01:15,920 naša kuća naša vlastita 809 01:01:11,119 --> 01:01:19,200 pa zašto živim tamo sam 810 01:01:15,920 --> 01:01:23,119 reci mi zašto ja 811 01:01:19,199 --> 01:01:27,039 čekati cijelu noć i zašto ja 812 01:01:23,119 --> 01:01:30,640 živjeti na svjetlu 813 01:01:27,039 --> 01:01:33,838 znaš ja 814 01:01:30,639 --> 01:01:37,279 znam da je naša kuća bila dom 815 01:01:33,838 --> 01:01:41,759 davno uzmi ovo 816 01:01:37,280 --> 01:01:45,519 slučajno jer sam zbog toga bio naš posljednji 817 01:01:41,760 --> 01:01:49,599 biti slobodan pustiti 818 01:01:45,519 --> 01:01:52,719 prošlosti i pokušati 819 01:01:49,599 --> 01:01:56,000 biti muž i žena neka 820 01:01:52,719 --> 01:01:59,598 ljubav nikad ne laže i samo živi 821 01:01:56,000 --> 01:02:04,639 naši životi me drže za ruku 822 01:01:59,599 --> 01:02:21,838 i dopusti mi da ti uzmem srce drži ga daleko 823 01:02:04,639 --> 01:02:21,838 od onoga što nas razdvaja 824 01:02:22,639 --> 01:02:26,500 [Glazba] 825 01:02:30,798 --> 01:02:37,358 kao da ništa ne znam 826 01:02:34,159 --> 01:02:38,339 ne mogu proći kroz ovo 827 01:02:37,358 --> 01:02:41,519 sama 828 01:02:38,340 --> 01:02:44,720 [Glazba] 829 01:02:41,519 --> 01:02:44,719 iskoristi ovu priliku 830 01:02:44,880 --> 01:02:50,640 [Glazba] 831 01:02:47,358 --> 01:02:54,078 negdje daleko od čega 832 01:02:50,639 --> 01:02:55,038 drži nas razdvojene i kunem se u to 833 01:02:54,079 --> 01:03:03,200 negdje 834 01:02:55,039 --> 01:03:17,420 u noći ima puno 835 01:03:03,199 --> 01:03:28,838 svjetlo u mraku 836 01:03:17,420 --> 01:03:31,838 [Glazba] 837 01:03:28,838 --> 01:03:31,838 dakle 838 01:03:35,400 --> 01:03:38,659 [pljesak] 839 01:03:42,838 --> 01:03:59,838 je um 840 01:04:10,719 --> 01:04:14,959 ne, ti si isključivo "uradi sam". 841 01:04:15,519 --> 01:04:18,719 a naš anesteziolog sada samo 842 01:04:17,679 --> 01:04:21,118 disati normalno 843 01:04:18,719 --> 01:04:22,239 opustite se brojite unatrag od 100 i dalje 844 01:04:21,119 --> 01:04:24,318 vrijeme kada ga koristite 845 01:04:22,239 --> 01:04:26,000 spavat ćeš kad se probudiš 846 01:04:24,318 --> 01:04:28,318 osjetiti ukočenost mišića 847 01:04:26,000 --> 01:04:29,139 dezorijentacija, ali ne brinite 848 01:04:28,318 --> 01:04:30,480 potpuno normalno 849 01:04:29,139 --> 01:04:40,170 [Glazba] 850 01:04:30,480 --> 01:04:42,969 tu sam ja 851 01:04:40,170 --> 01:04:45,230 [Glazba] 852 01:04:42,969 --> 01:05:00,789 [pljesak] 853 01:04:45,230 --> 01:05:01,840 [Glazba] 854 01:05:00,789 --> 01:05:06,838 [pljesak] 855 01:05:01,840 --> 01:05:09,838 [Glazba] 856 01:05:06,838 --> 01:05:09,838 dobro 857 01:05:15,199 --> 01:05:23,838 i rekli su mi da će se promijeniti 858 01:05:25,519 --> 01:05:40,429 ovo je 859 01:05:37,360 --> 01:05:40,429 [Glazba] 860 01:05:44,590 --> 01:05:56,780 [pljesak] 861 01:05:48,150 --> 01:05:56,780 [Glazba] 862 01:06:06,909 --> 01:06:12,980 [Glazba] 863 01:06:16,838 --> 01:06:21,509 je 864 01:06:18,070 --> 01:06:21,510 [Glazba] 865 01:06:30,838 --> 01:06:33,838 struja 866 01:06:43,539 --> 01:06:47,279 [Glazba] 867 01:06:45,280 --> 01:07:01,839 sve je drugačije sada znam što 868 01:06:47,280 --> 01:07:01,839 misliš 869 01:07:05,739 --> 01:07:11,949 [pljesak] 870 01:07:12,739 --> 01:07:19,098 [Glazba] 871 01:07:21,980 --> 01:07:25,090 [Glazba] 872 01:07:26,838 --> 01:07:31,358 je 873 01:07:29,599 --> 01:07:43,838 ovo mi je kao peta noć zaredom 874 01:07:31,358 --> 01:07:43,838 pokupiti te u nekom nasumičnom klubu 875 01:07:44,239 --> 01:07:50,879 dovraga, prošla su dva tjedna 876 01:07:47,519 --> 01:07:57,838 vrijeme je da idemo kući kući 877 01:07:50,880 --> 01:07:57,838 nemoj pričati samo se opusti 878 01:07:59,239 --> 01:08:04,779 [Glazba] 879 01:08:05,838 --> 01:08:12,480 u redu možeš ići ja sam kao 880 01:08:09,199 --> 01:08:12,480 posto manje zabrljao sada 881 01:08:13,358 --> 01:08:18,960 ozbiljno, moj će tata biti kuća slavnih 882 01:08:17,439 --> 01:08:20,479 dovodi moju mamu iz bolnice 883 01:08:18,960 --> 01:08:21,359 jutros i ne želiš biti 884 01:08:20,479 --> 01:08:24,238 ovdje 885 01:08:21,359 --> 01:08:24,239 hoćeš li me nazvati 886 01:08:29,210 --> 01:08:39,949 [Glazba] 887 01:08:37,520 --> 01:08:43,120 volio bih da sam ovdje 888 01:08:39,949 --> 01:08:46,880 [Glazba] 889 01:08:43,119 --> 01:08:50,800 volio bih da jesam 890 01:08:46,880 --> 01:08:50,800 [pljesak] 891 01:08:50,838 --> 01:08:54,399 ovdje 892 01:08:52,819 --> 01:08:58,560 [Glazba] 893 01:08:54,399 --> 01:09:02,000 ovdje smo wow 894 01:08:58,560 --> 01:09:07,120 izgledaš sjajno oh 895 01:09:02,000 --> 01:09:10,560 hvala i tko si ti 896 01:09:07,119 --> 01:09:14,798 tko sam nego ja 897 01:09:10,560 --> 01:09:18,560 ovo je sada tvoja kći 898 01:09:14,798 --> 01:09:22,960 oh naravno 899 01:09:18,560 --> 01:09:22,960 a ovo je naša kuća 900 01:09:23,520 --> 01:09:30,239 diana ti ne 901 01:09:26,880 --> 01:09:31,770 ne sjećaš se ničega od ovoga 902 01:09:30,238 --> 01:09:33,278 sigurno sam u pravu 903 01:09:31,770 --> 01:09:36,319 [Glazba] 904 01:09:33,279 --> 01:09:40,080 ovu kuću i sve ove sobe 905 01:09:36,319 --> 01:09:40,080 prošli Božić ili zadnji 906 01:09:40,510 --> 01:09:51,119 [Glazba] 907 01:09:47,520 --> 01:09:52,239 godine zidovi sve ovo staklo i 908 01:09:51,119 --> 01:09:55,679 drvo 909 01:09:52,238 --> 01:10:00,879 ne sjećaš se želim 910 01:09:55,679 --> 01:10:05,039 mogao bih našu kuću na Walton Way 911 01:10:00,880 --> 01:10:05,039 kuća sa crvenim vratima 912 01:10:05,198 --> 01:10:17,839 naše putovanje u središnju bol 913 01:10:08,238 --> 01:10:17,839 cijeli tjedan pljusak 914 01:10:26,479 --> 01:10:30,459 [Glazba] 915 01:10:28,399 --> 01:10:33,639 stvari su bile 916 01:10:30,460 --> 01:10:33,640 [Glazba] 917 01:10:35,119 --> 01:10:39,840 vremena za koja nisi znao 918 01:10:41,439 --> 01:10:45,599 pjevati o nesjećanju 919 01:10:51,109 --> 01:10:59,039 [Glazba] 920 01:10:56,840 --> 01:11:02,079 ponovo 921 01:10:59,039 --> 01:11:06,319 taj dan je naše dijete rođeno 922 01:11:02,079 --> 01:11:09,359 naše su djevojčice prve zaplakale 923 01:11:06,319 --> 01:11:12,859 taj grobni risley rođen 924 01:11:09,359 --> 01:11:15,938 nikad se nisam tako osjećao 925 01:11:12,859 --> 01:11:15,938 [Glazba] 926 01:11:20,319 --> 01:11:26,399 ali to je 19 godina 927 01:11:24,399 --> 01:11:29,279 da je dr Mitchell rekao da bi moglo biti 928 01:11:26,399 --> 01:11:29,279 određeni gubitak pamćenja 929 01:11:29,679 --> 01:11:41,609 dr. madden o ne 930 01:11:33,600 --> 01:11:50,740 vidiš eto 931 01:11:41,609 --> 01:11:50,739 [Glazba] 932 01:11:53,420 --> 01:12:03,170 [Glazba] 933 01:12:05,189 --> 01:12:09,839 [Glazba] 934 01:12:06,840 --> 01:12:09,840 stvari 935 01:12:13,460 --> 01:12:22,569 [Glazba] 936 01:12:20,399 --> 01:12:24,479 ne sjećam se kada 937 01:12:22,569 --> 01:12:35,889 [Glazba] 938 01:12:24,479 --> 01:12:39,028 sjećanja 939 01:12:35,890 --> 01:12:39,029 [Glazba] 940 01:12:48,840 --> 01:12:51,840 ponovo 941 01:12:58,819 --> 01:13:02,539 [Glazba] 942 01:13:02,840 --> 01:13:05,840 hej 943 01:13:12,640 --> 01:13:23,760 prošli su tjedni 944 01:13:18,800 --> 01:13:26,920 hej jesi li bio na sceni 945 01:13:23,760 --> 01:13:30,840 jer izgledaš kao nered 946 01:13:26,920 --> 01:13:33,840 [Glazba] 947 01:13:30,840 --> 01:13:33,840 hvala 948 01:13:40,000 --> 01:13:43,750 [pljesak] 949 01:13:44,840 --> 01:13:47,840 u redu 950 01:13:56,670 --> 01:14:01,359 [Glazba] 951 01:13:58,840 --> 01:14:05,039 hej reci 952 01:14:01,359 --> 01:14:08,880 hoćeš li doći na ovaj ples 953 01:14:05,039 --> 01:14:12,560 to je neki proljetni svečani ples 954 01:14:08,880 --> 01:14:16,079 1. ožujka je i to je sir 955 01:14:12,560 --> 01:14:29,840 ali zabavno je i besplatno 956 01:14:16,079 --> 01:14:29,840 ne bavim se plesom 957 01:14:31,600 --> 01:14:44,960 natalie čekaj 958 01:14:42,560 --> 01:14:46,480 tako da je ovoliki gubitak rijedak, ali ima 959 01:14:44,960 --> 01:14:48,399 prijavljen i možda djelomično 960 01:14:46,479 --> 01:14:49,678 psihogeni u ovakvim trenucima mozak 961 01:14:48,399 --> 01:14:51,519 sklon potiskivanju 962 01:14:49,679 --> 01:14:53,520 uznemirujuća sjećanja, ali ona su tu 963 01:14:51,520 --> 01:14:55,600 negdje i skloni su se vratiti i 964 01:14:53,520 --> 01:14:58,800 odgovara i počinje prošla su dva tjedna 965 01:14:55,600 --> 01:15:02,079 mali gubitak pamćenja je normalan 966 01:14:58,800 --> 01:15:04,079 i pomaže u zaboravljanju svih njezinih strahova 967 01:15:02,079 --> 01:15:05,439 Nisam mogao letjeti što je 968 01:15:04,079 --> 01:15:08,000 normalno 969 01:15:05,439 --> 01:15:08,719 godinama nismo imali normalan dan 970 01:15:08,000 --> 01:15:10,640 dijana 971 01:15:08,719 --> 01:15:12,319 stvari postaju jasnije s 972 01:15:10,640 --> 01:15:15,039 liječenje 973 01:15:12,319 --> 01:15:15,599 je li život manje mutan nego što je bio prije 974 01:15:15,039 --> 01:15:17,439 da 975 01:15:15,600 --> 01:15:18,960 osjećaš li još uvijek da ti je glava puna 976 01:15:17,439 --> 01:15:23,439 s betonom 977 01:15:18,960 --> 01:15:26,719 ne i nisi zastrašujuća rock zvijezda 978 01:15:23,439 --> 01:15:31,759 više u redu 979 01:15:26,719 --> 01:15:34,640 super što je s tvojim uspomenama 980 01:15:31,760 --> 01:15:36,960 uspomene su tu negdje naći 981 01:15:34,640 --> 01:15:39,520 neke slike koje možete podijeliti 982 01:15:36,960 --> 01:15:40,319 uspomene na život koji je tamo 983 01:15:39,520 --> 01:15:43,679 iza 984 01:15:40,319 --> 01:15:46,880 nju da pokrenem temu 985 01:15:43,679 --> 01:15:47,520 da, ali u početku neka bude lagana 986 01:15:46,880 --> 01:15:50,560 najbolji 987 01:15:47,520 --> 01:15:53,040 pazeći da ne bude uznemirena kada 988 01:15:50,560 --> 01:15:56,610 pravo vrijeme reci ostalo 989 01:15:53,039 --> 01:16:04,840 podsjeti je da ćeš naći 990 01:15:56,609 --> 01:16:07,630 [Glazba] 991 01:16:04,840 --> 01:16:09,279 njoj 992 01:16:07,630 --> 01:16:12,079 [Glazba] 993 01:16:09,279 --> 01:16:13,599 pa počnimo s nečim malim 994 01:16:12,079 --> 01:16:17,198 nešto osobno 995 01:16:13,600 --> 01:16:21,199 i lijepo, kladim se da ih svi znate 996 01:16:17,198 --> 01:16:24,799 sjajne stvari koje moraju biti 997 01:16:21,198 --> 01:16:32,639 neukusne drangulije za moj sljedeći grad u Atlantiku 998 01:16:24,800 --> 01:16:34,310 nema zapravo umrijeti postoje vjenčani prstenovi 999 01:16:32,640 --> 01:16:38,119 bilo je 1000 01:16:34,310 --> 01:16:38,119 [Glazba] 1001 01:16:40,399 --> 01:16:45,039 pa tako se sjećam pa je tako 1002 01:16:43,600 --> 01:16:49,840 kako ce biti 1003 01:16:45,039 --> 01:16:49,840 padala je kiša, bio je portland 1004 01:16:56,000 --> 01:16:59,180 [Glazba] 1005 01:17:00,880 --> 01:17:05,328 možda 1006 01:17:02,260 --> 01:17:05,329 [Glazba] 1007 01:17:13,439 --> 01:17:21,519 izašli smo na autocestu u hondi 1008 01:17:16,560 --> 01:17:21,520 i slikao sam gdje god smo išli 1009 01:17:21,600 --> 01:17:25,039 vidjeli smo veliku bol u pustinji 1010 01:17:24,399 --> 01:17:28,238 kanjon 1011 01:17:25,039 --> 01:17:28,800 i i rhonda i da je naučila što joj 1012 01:17:28,238 --> 01:17:33,198 sredini 1013 01:17:28,800 --> 01:17:33,679 prst evo prve kuće koju smo 1014 01:17:33,198 --> 01:17:36,879 držati 1015 01:17:33,679 --> 01:17:39,440 na Baltimoreu ispred tog mjesta 1016 01:17:36,880 --> 01:17:42,000 a ovu smo izgradili na zemljištu koje smo 1017 01:17:39,439 --> 01:17:44,719 oboje izabrali 1018 01:17:42,000 --> 01:17:45,679 a evo i prase svih nas sa 1019 01:17:44,719 --> 01:17:48,719 smiješi se dalje 1020 01:17:45,679 --> 01:17:52,239 svi se suočavaju s photoshoppingom 1021 01:17:48,719 --> 01:17:52,239 jedva da se i pokazuje 1022 01:17:52,319 --> 01:17:57,679 stojimo kraj jezera sa svim ovim 1023 01:17:55,279 --> 01:17:57,679 patke 1024 01:17:59,810 --> 01:18:05,340 [pljesak] 1025 01:18:02,289 --> 01:18:05,340 [Glazba] 1026 01:18:10,000 --> 01:18:14,149 vratit ćemo ono što smo imali i možda 1027 01:18:12,719 --> 01:18:15,439 više 1028 01:18:14,149 --> 01:18:18,479 [Glazba] 1029 01:18:15,439 --> 01:18:19,119 vrati nas u dobra vremena zaboravi 1030 01:18:18,479 --> 01:18:22,399 stvari 1031 01:18:19,119 --> 01:18:25,198 trebali bismo nas vratiti na bolje 1032 01:18:22,399 --> 01:18:25,198 nego prije 1033 01:18:25,279 --> 01:18:33,920 možemo se vratiti na bolje nego prije 1034 01:18:29,600 --> 01:18:33,920 u redu dobro 1035 01:18:34,079 --> 01:18:37,198 evo naslova u novinama kada 1036 01:18:36,880 --> 01:18:40,880 tebe 1037 01:18:37,198 --> 01:18:40,879 izbezumio na tržnici 1038 01:18:43,739 --> 01:18:46,949 [Glazba] 1039 01:18:49,380 --> 01:18:52,600 [Glazba] 1040 01:19:01,439 --> 01:19:04,799 stigao sam do škole da te čekam 1041 01:19:04,000 --> 01:19:09,840 sjetiti se 1042 01:19:04,800 --> 01:19:09,840 nije bilo ovdje sve previše 1043 01:19:20,238 --> 01:19:26,569 tvoj život ima vremena za nešto što imaš 1044 01:19:23,479 --> 01:19:26,569 [Glazba] 1045 01:19:27,158 --> 01:19:40,179 moram se vratiti 1046 01:19:36,399 --> 01:19:40,179 [Glazba] 1047 01:19:42,250 --> 01:19:45,300 [Glazba] 1048 01:19:48,399 --> 01:20:05,839 učiniti sve mnogo boljim 1049 01:20:05,890 --> 01:20:08,999 [Glazba] 1050 01:20:11,619 --> 01:20:14,670 [Glazba] 1051 01:20:19,779 --> 01:20:22,829 [Glazba] 1052 01:20:25,539 --> 01:20:33,039 [Glazba] 1053 01:20:30,800 --> 01:20:33,039 tvoje 1054 01:20:35,529 --> 01:20:47,840 [Glazba] 1055 01:20:44,880 --> 01:20:47,840 jednom 1056 01:20:48,039 --> 01:20:53,560 [Glazba] 1057 01:20:54,399 --> 01:21:00,329 kao da nešto nedostaje 1058 01:20:57,359 --> 01:21:12,479 povlačeći me gotovo mogu vidjeti 1059 01:21:00,329 --> 01:21:14,479 [Glazba] 1060 01:21:12,479 --> 01:21:16,238 znam da je kasno s kojim sam trebao razgovarati 1061 01:21:14,479 --> 01:21:18,879 natalie o nekim domaćim zadaćama 1062 01:21:16,238 --> 01:21:21,519 ne javlja se na telefon 1063 01:21:18,880 --> 01:21:21,520 sve u redu 1064 01:21:22,399 --> 01:21:25,679 on da 1065 01:21:26,000 --> 01:21:33,760 podsjećaš me na nekoga 1066 01:21:29,119 --> 01:21:33,760 koliko imaš godina sedamnaest zašto 1067 01:21:34,399 --> 01:21:43,839 ne znam sad je u sobi 1068 01:21:54,560 --> 01:21:59,529 ispuniti 1069 01:21:55,500 --> 01:21:59,529 [Glazba] 1070 01:22:09,329 --> 01:22:24,079 [Glazba] 1071 01:22:13,198 --> 01:22:26,329 sjećanja 1072 01:22:24,079 --> 01:22:29,448 ništa nije ostalo 1073 01:22:26,329 --> 01:22:29,448 [Glazba] 1074 01:22:30,399 --> 01:22:41,639 bez ičega za sjećanje 1075 01:22:38,510 --> 01:22:41,640 [Glazba] 1076 01:22:44,369 --> 01:22:47,460 [Glazba] 1077 01:22:48,880 --> 01:22:53,840 to je dosadno 1078 01:23:03,840 --> 01:23:07,840 nema šanse 1079 01:23:16,710 --> 01:23:25,199 [Glazba] 1080 01:23:19,970 --> 01:23:25,199 [pljesak] 1081 01:23:25,479 --> 01:23:29,039 [Glazba] 1082 01:23:25,760 --> 01:23:32,579 [pljesak] 1083 01:23:29,039 --> 01:23:32,578 [Glazba] 1084 01:23:32,840 --> 01:23:38,788 osam 1085 01:23:35,550 --> 01:23:38,788 [Glazba] 1086 01:23:41,198 --> 01:23:49,839 samo nemoj odustati 1087 01:23:51,800 --> 01:23:58,260 [Glazba] 1088 01:23:58,409 --> 01:24:03,840 [pljesak] 1089 01:24:00,840 --> 01:24:03,840 henry 1090 01:24:04,369 --> 01:24:07,630 [Glazba] 1091 01:24:10,699 --> 01:24:15,539 [Glazba] 1092 01:24:25,979 --> 01:24:31,119 [Glazba] 1093 01:24:27,600 --> 01:24:31,120 isplovljavajući u moju 1094 01:24:37,140 --> 01:24:44,960 [Glazba] 1095 01:24:39,439 --> 01:24:44,960 siguran sam da nešto nedostaje, želim to 1096 01:24:51,279 --> 01:24:59,840 kako ću ne znam 1097 01:25:00,659 --> 01:25:03,720 [Glazba] 1098 01:25:08,238 --> 01:25:12,959 slaže li se slagalica dio po 1099 01:25:15,729 --> 01:25:18,879 [pljesak] 1100 01:25:22,719 --> 01:25:29,039 jeste li razgovarali sa svojom depresijom svojim 1101 01:25:25,279 --> 01:25:29,039 zablude i tvoj sin 1102 01:25:30,560 --> 01:25:33,920 što što 1103 01:25:34,639 --> 01:25:37,520 tvoj muž nije 1104 01:25:38,238 --> 01:25:45,839 o moj bože 1105 01:25:41,840 --> 01:25:49,440 vas dvoje biste trebali više razgovarati 1106 01:25:45,840 --> 01:25:51,360 trebali bismo više razgovarati to je to 1107 01:25:49,439 --> 01:25:52,719 čak se i ne sjećam da sam se udala za ovog čovjeka 1108 01:25:51,359 --> 01:25:55,279 nije da sam neki 1109 01:25:52,719 --> 01:25:57,198 seksualno frustrirana nogometna mama dobro 1110 01:25:55,279 --> 01:25:59,198 zanimljivo temeljne izazove 1111 01:25:57,198 --> 01:26:09,839 su slični 1112 01:25:59,198 --> 01:26:17,759 vidimo se sljedeći tjedan sljedeći tjedan 1113 01:26:09,840 --> 01:26:17,760 [Glazba] 1114 01:26:20,840 --> 01:26:23,840 uf 1115 01:26:24,520 --> 01:26:32,850 [Glazba] 1116 01:26:40,789 --> 01:26:47,289 [Glazba] 1117 01:26:48,840 --> 01:26:53,360 hm 1118 01:26:50,000 --> 01:26:56,479 što radiš što je ovo 1119 01:26:53,359 --> 01:26:57,989 odakle ti da nije nista an 1120 01:26:56,479 --> 01:27:00,718 stara glazbena kutija 1121 01:26:57,989 --> 01:27:05,039 [Glazba] 1122 01:27:00,719 --> 01:27:08,719 igrali smo to za bebu 1123 01:27:05,039 --> 01:27:13,229 ponekad mu je pomoglo da spava dijamant 1124 01:27:08,719 --> 01:27:16,560 pomogli smo mu 1125 01:27:13,229 --> 01:27:16,559 [Glazba] 1126 01:27:18,829 --> 01:27:22,000 [Glazba] 1127 01:27:25,020 --> 01:27:30,680 [Glazba] 1128 01:27:27,679 --> 01:27:37,440 prebrzo si vozio svjetla 1129 01:27:30,680 --> 01:27:41,199 [Glazba] 1130 01:27:37,439 --> 01:27:44,559 kako bih ikada mogao zaboraviti 1131 01:27:41,198 --> 01:27:48,479 vani je jutro bilo svježe 1132 01:27:44,560 --> 01:27:51,520 a mokar je imao takvu jezu 1133 01:27:48,479 --> 01:27:53,919 ali ipak je ležao tako 1134 01:27:51,520 --> 01:27:53,920 i dalje 1135 01:27:54,639 --> 01:28:01,840 imam samo osam mjeseci 1136 01:28:02,210 --> 01:28:10,430 [Glazba] 1137 01:28:12,840 --> 01:28:29,760 pitajući se 1138 01:28:15,439 --> 01:28:33,678 tu bolničku sobu 1139 01:28:29,760 --> 01:28:43,010 kako bih ikada mogao zaboraviti 1140 01:28:33,679 --> 01:28:49,078 vrišteći na njih 1141 01:28:43,010 --> 01:28:49,079 [Glazba] 1142 01:28:54,840 --> 01:28:57,840 oh 1143 01:29:02,470 --> 01:29:11,840 [Glazba] 1144 01:29:04,399 --> 01:29:11,839 netko je jednostavno rekao 1145 01:29:14,350 --> 01:29:19,720 [Glazba] 1146 01:29:22,840 --> 01:29:39,840 odredi dan koji sam izgubio 1147 01:29:33,520 --> 01:29:39,840 kako bih ikad mogao 1148 01:29:41,810 --> 01:29:47,440 [Glazba] 1149 01:29:44,639 --> 01:29:48,000 zašto bi se htio sjećati 1150 01:29:47,439 --> 01:29:49,759 stvari 1151 01:29:48,000 --> 01:29:52,560 to te povrijedilo želim zapamtiti 1152 01:29:49,760 --> 01:29:55,440 sve dan 1153 01:29:52,560 --> 01:29:55,440 kako je umro 1154 01:29:55,679 --> 01:30:06,000 bio je bolestan od čega zašto se liječio 1155 01:29:59,840 --> 01:30:10,079 što nije bilo u redu 1156 01:30:06,000 --> 01:30:14,719 nešto što liječnicima nedostaje 1157 01:30:10,079 --> 01:30:18,399 klinika svaki specijalist 1158 01:30:14,719 --> 01:30:21,840 rekli su da bebe plaču alergične 1159 01:30:18,399 --> 01:30:21,839 plin tko zna zašto 1160 01:30:22,880 --> 01:30:27,520 bio sam dijete 1161 01:30:25,609 --> 01:30:31,198 [Glazba] 1162 01:30:27,520 --> 01:30:31,199 podizanje djeteta 1163 01:30:31,840 --> 01:30:35,039 mi bismo ostali budni 1164 01:30:37,869 --> 01:30:44,260 [Glazba] 1165 01:30:42,399 --> 01:30:46,719 i dalje bi samo plakao 1166 01:30:44,260 --> 01:30:50,639 [Glazba] 1167 01:30:46,719 --> 01:30:54,158 i plačući bio je beba kad je umro 1168 01:30:50,639 --> 01:30:57,600 ali sjećam ga se starijeg br 1169 01:30:54,158 --> 01:31:00,000 bio je beba koju bismo trebali zvati dr Matt 1170 01:30:57,600 --> 01:31:02,560 zašto bismo dr. zvali Maddy ja sam samo 1171 01:31:00,000 --> 01:31:04,639 pokušavajući pronaći smisao svega toga 1172 01:31:02,560 --> 01:31:07,440 kako se zvao nikad se ne sjećam 1173 01:31:04,639 --> 01:31:09,359 čuvši kako izgovaraš njegovo ime oh Diana 1174 01:31:07,439 --> 01:31:11,439 Što je s tvojim imenom, reci mi da će 1175 01:31:09,359 --> 01:31:13,198 budi dobro bit će dobro 1176 01:31:11,439 --> 01:31:14,479 vratit ćemo se liječnicima jer mi 1177 01:31:13,198 --> 01:31:17,039 odrežite ga baš na vrijeme 1178 01:31:14,479 --> 01:31:17,039 mi ćemo uzeti 1179 01:31:22,500 --> 01:31:31,840 [Glazba] 1180 01:31:24,560 --> 01:31:31,840 kako se zvao 1181 01:31:32,630 --> 01:31:35,770 [pljesak] 1182 01:31:36,159 --> 01:31:39,369 [Glazba] 1183 01:31:40,238 --> 01:31:42,399 zašto 1184 01:31:45,380 --> 01:31:51,328 [Glazba] 1185 01:31:56,840 --> 01:32:02,260 dan 1186 01:31:59,170 --> 01:32:02,260 [Glazba] 1187 01:32:02,529 --> 01:32:06,639 [pljesak] 1188 01:32:03,079 --> 01:32:06,640 [Glazba] 1189 01:32:08,238 --> 01:32:13,839 nemoj mi reći što govoriš 1190 01:32:15,039 --> 01:32:18,939 [pljesak] 1191 01:32:20,750 --> 01:32:23,868 [Glazba] 1192 01:32:32,000 --> 01:32:38,560 obećavam dječak kaže zauvijek 1193 01:32:35,520 --> 01:32:39,280 dječak kaže što god dođe doći će 1194 01:32:38,560 --> 01:32:42,560 istina 1195 01:32:39,279 --> 01:32:43,039 a tko može znati kako kad sve što sada znam 1196 01:32:42,560 --> 01:32:46,320 biti 1197 01:32:43,039 --> 01:32:49,760 istina je ovo obećanje da ja 1198 01:32:46,319 --> 01:32:49,759 napravio tebi 1199 01:32:50,158 --> 01:32:55,839 pitanje koje se dječak pita da li 1200 01:32:59,680 --> 01:33:09,840 [Glazba] 1201 01:33:02,399 --> 01:33:09,839 to je obećanje koje sam dao tog dana 1202 01:33:11,380 --> 01:33:18,708 [Glazba] 1203 01:33:18,880 --> 01:33:23,199 ako je vidite, pošaljite joj moju 1204 01:33:30,569 --> 01:33:38,880 [Glazba] 1205 01:33:33,679 --> 01:33:38,880 ali čovjek se ipak sjeća svoje ljubavi 1206 01:33:39,679 --> 01:33:46,880 obećanje koje čovjek kaže zauvijek 1207 01:33:43,198 --> 01:33:50,000 čovjek kaže nikad neću požaliti ili ti dopustiti 1208 01:33:46,880 --> 01:33:50,800 obećanje koje sam dao da ću ostati i hoću 1209 01:33:50,000 --> 01:33:52,380 ostati 1210 01:33:50,800 --> 01:33:54,239 istina 1211 01:33:52,380 --> 01:33:57,679 [Glazba] 1212 01:33:54,238 --> 01:34:00,559 znajući da ćemo se jednog dana sjećati te radosti 1213 01:33:57,679 --> 01:34:02,319 ti se sjećaš te djevojke ja se toga sjećam 1214 01:34:00,560 --> 01:34:06,880 dečko dok ne učinimo 1215 01:34:02,319 --> 01:34:12,079 obećanje koje sam dao, napravit ću ga potpuno novim 1216 01:34:06,880 --> 01:34:12,079 obećanje koje sam dao 1217 01:34:12,949 --> 01:34:18,250 [Glazba] 1218 01:34:16,840 --> 01:34:21,359 do 1219 01:34:18,250 --> 01:34:21,359 [Glazba] 1220 01:34:27,510 --> 01:34:30,789 [Glazba] 1221 01:34:31,039 --> 01:34:47,840 titlovi nisu dostupni 1222 01:34:47,970 --> 01:34:56,199 [Glazba] 1223 01:34:56,960 --> 01:35:03,359 da mogu igrati tako dobro 1224 01:35:00,319 --> 01:35:05,759 ja sam živ ja sam živ ja sam tako živ 1225 01:35:03,359 --> 01:35:15,839 a lijek je zakazao kod liječnika 1226 01:35:05,760 --> 01:35:15,840 život sam živ 1227 01:35:22,960 --> 01:35:29,840 dopusti mi da ti pomognem ne možeš samo otići 1228 01:35:30,520 --> 01:35:33,619 [Glazba] 1229 01:35:37,989 --> 01:35:41,920 [Glazba] 1230 01:35:40,079 --> 01:35:43,359 rekli su mi da je ožičenje nekako 1231 01:35:41,920 --> 01:35:45,199 na otpuštanje i zajebavanje 1232 01:35:43,359 --> 01:35:46,719 signale u mom mozgu 1233 01:35:45,198 --> 01:35:48,719 a onda su mi rekli kemiju da 1234 01:35:46,719 --> 01:35:50,480 samo se još jedan strujni krug miješao i 1235 01:35:48,719 --> 01:35:57,840 čineći me ludim 1236 01:35:50,479 --> 01:35:57,839 s tim kako je koža 1237 01:36:00,750 --> 01:36:03,840 [Glazba] 1238 01:36:08,840 --> 01:36:14,400 jesu se vratili ali 1239 01:36:10,880 --> 01:36:15,920 nije sasvim neočekivano pokušali su a 1240 01:36:14,399 --> 01:36:16,960 milijun ta matematika me pogodila 1241 01:36:15,920 --> 01:36:19,359 njihov ruksak 1242 01:36:16,960 --> 01:36:20,480 i rekao mi da to tako ide kad 1243 01:36:19,359 --> 01:36:22,319 konačno si pogodio 1244 01:36:20,479 --> 01:36:23,829 pitao sam te samo što si izoštrio 1245 01:36:22,319 --> 01:36:34,639 rekao da nitko 1246 01:36:23,829 --> 01:36:34,640 [Glazba] 1247 01:36:37,130 --> 01:36:52,319 [Glazba] 1248 01:36:48,960 --> 01:36:55,600 nikada nije bilo u mom mozgu 1249 01:36:52,319 --> 01:36:58,960 ili u mojoj krvi ali u 1250 01:36:55,600 --> 01:36:58,960 moja duša 1251 01:37:01,679 --> 01:37:09,760 odlučite se ovo je jasnoća 1252 01:37:06,639 --> 01:37:11,359 da prije toga niste imali 1253 01:37:09,760 --> 01:37:14,719 tretman je jak 1254 01:37:11,359 --> 01:37:16,799 ali traje samo toliko dugo da može biti vaš 1255 01:37:14,719 --> 01:37:21,039 umu 1256 01:37:16,800 --> 01:37:21,039 recimo da to nije to itd 1257 01:37:33,359 --> 01:37:37,519 postoje trenuci svjetla jedna stvar 1258 01:37:36,399 --> 01:37:40,000 to je sigurno 1259 01:37:37,520 --> 01:37:43,360 je da nema lijeka osim toga 1260 01:37:40,000 --> 01:37:43,359 ne znači da nemamo 1261 01:37:43,479 --> 01:37:49,039 borba za razgovor terapija 1262 01:37:46,719 --> 01:37:49,039 tamo je 1263 01:37:53,920 --> 01:38:02,609 [Glazba] 1264 01:37:56,639 --> 01:38:03,230 novi puk droge 1265 01:38:02,609 --> 01:38:10,158 [pljesak] 1266 01:38:03,229 --> 01:38:13,599 [Glazba] 1267 01:38:10,158 --> 01:38:16,719 imate kroničnu bolest poput 1268 01:38:13,600 --> 01:38:19,199 dijabetes ili hipotenzija 1269 01:38:16,719 --> 01:38:21,118 ako se ne liječite mogli biste biti 1270 01:38:19,198 --> 01:38:26,799 katastrofalan 1271 01:38:21,118 --> 01:38:30,158 razumijem da mora postojati drugi način 1272 01:38:26,800 --> 01:38:32,960 spasi me pokušaj ponovno 1273 01:38:30,158 --> 01:38:34,079 ne odlazite na liječenje ne gubite 1274 01:38:32,960 --> 01:38:36,319 što si osvojio 1275 01:38:34,079 --> 01:38:37,279 borio si se godinama, ali jesi 1276 01:38:36,319 --> 01:38:42,960 jedini 1277 01:38:37,279 --> 01:38:45,439 odrastao moj prvi psihijatar mi je to rekao 1278 01:38:42,960 --> 01:38:46,639 prema emmanuel grief that 1279 01:38:45,439 --> 01:38:49,839 nastavlja prošlost 1280 01:38:46,639 --> 01:38:52,880 četiri mjeseca je patološko 1281 01:38:49,840 --> 01:38:56,639 i treba se liječiti lijekovima 1282 01:38:52,880 --> 01:38:59,239 četiri mjeseca za život mog djeteta 1283 01:38:56,639 --> 01:39:04,069 koji donosi te odluke 1284 01:38:59,239 --> 01:39:04,068 [Glazba] 1285 01:39:06,238 --> 01:39:12,559 magija ti znaš da to nije mi znamo 1286 01:39:09,439 --> 01:39:12,559 nije savršeno 1287 01:39:23,350 --> 01:39:27,840 [Glazba] 1288 01:39:24,840 --> 01:39:27,840 doviđenja 1289 01:39:30,930 --> 01:39:41,840 [Glazba] 1290 01:39:37,118 --> 01:39:41,839 što govoriš 1291 01:39:42,770 --> 01:39:49,040 [Glazba] 1292 01:39:51,279 --> 01:39:55,519 mama, vrijeme je da počneš misliti na svoje 1293 01:39:53,760 --> 01:39:59,760 vlastitu sreću 1294 01:39:55,520 --> 01:39:59,760 to nije sreća to je henry 1295 01:40:00,000 --> 01:40:07,359 voliš ga hm 1296 01:40:03,520 --> 01:40:13,040 ne možeš samo tako otići svom liječniku 1297 01:40:07,359 --> 01:40:13,039 možda sam ga konačno izgubio 1298 01:40:13,198 --> 01:40:21,279 možda moj posljednji lucidni trenutak 1299 01:40:17,198 --> 01:40:23,839 je prošlo ja plešem sa smrću ja 1300 01:40:21,279 --> 01:40:23,840 pretpostaviti 1301 01:40:24,000 --> 01:40:28,880 ali stvarno tko zna 1302 01:40:29,198 --> 01:40:38,638 možda sam umoran od igre 1303 01:40:34,399 --> 01:40:40,000 nedostajati pravilima 1304 01:40:38,639 --> 01:40:45,199 sramota 1305 01:40:40,000 --> 01:40:51,840 a možda se i ti tako osjećaš 1306 01:40:45,198 --> 01:40:51,839 vidim 1307 01:40:56,649 --> 01:41:05,439 [Glazba] 1308 01:41:02,000 --> 01:41:19,359 djevojka se osjećala uhvaćenom 1309 01:41:05,439 --> 01:41:19,359 nisam poznat 1310 01:41:34,140 --> 01:41:37,249 [Glazba] 1311 01:41:41,760 --> 01:41:54,800 ali više neće biti plakanja 1312 01:41:47,039 --> 01:41:54,800 za mene 1313 01:41:57,039 --> 01:42:01,840 ne za mene 1314 01:42:08,800 --> 01:42:15,840 možda ne možemo biti 1315 01:42:19,119 --> 01:42:27,970 [Glazba] 1316 01:42:25,359 --> 01:42:39,519 pustiti 1317 01:42:27,970 --> 01:42:42,960 [Glazba] 1318 01:42:39,520 --> 01:42:45,840 prije 17 godina 1319 01:42:42,960 --> 01:42:48,239 tvoj brat je umro od crijevne ozljede 1320 01:42:45,840 --> 01:42:51,279 uništenje 1321 01:42:48,238 --> 01:42:51,279 imao je osam mjeseci 1322 01:42:52,560 --> 01:42:57,840 nisam ti to mogao reći prije nego što sam 1323 01:42:55,520 --> 01:42:57,840 oprosti 1324 01:42:58,079 --> 01:43:05,029 htjeli smo ti omogućiti normalan život 1325 01:43:01,118 --> 01:43:08,839 ali sam shvatio da nemam pojma što je to 1326 01:43:05,029 --> 01:43:10,559 [Glazba] 1327 01:43:08,840 --> 01:43:14,480 je 1328 01:43:10,560 --> 01:43:18,560 trebam život koji je normalan 1329 01:43:14,479 --> 01:43:21,599 to je predaleko 1330 01:43:18,560 --> 01:43:24,719 ali nešto blizu normalnog 1331 01:43:21,600 --> 01:43:27,679 bit će u redu da 1332 01:43:24,719 --> 01:43:38,539 nešto blizu normalnog to je 1333 01:43:27,679 --> 01:43:45,039 stvar koju bih želio isprobati 1334 01:43:38,539 --> 01:43:48,560 [Glazba] 1335 01:43:45,039 --> 01:43:48,560 snaći ćemo se 1336 01:43:51,118 --> 01:43:53,839 u redu 1337 01:43:57,739 --> 01:44:03,448 [pljesak] 1338 01:44:05,970 --> 01:44:12,640 [Glazba] 1339 01:44:14,000 --> 01:44:20,909 hej hej 1340 01:44:17,359 --> 01:44:27,948 izgledaš kao zvijezda 1341 01:44:20,909 --> 01:44:27,948 [Glazba] 1342 01:44:30,639 --> 01:44:36,239 dobro si došao rekao sam da bih mogao 1343 01:44:37,579 --> 01:44:40,809 [Glazba] 1344 01:44:40,920 --> 01:44:49,840 ali večeras 1345 01:45:00,840 --> 01:45:12,719 ona je 1346 01:45:03,500 --> 01:45:17,840 [Glazba] 1347 01:45:12,719 --> 01:45:17,840 izbezumivši se što ova vrata trče i 1348 01:45:18,800 --> 01:45:21,920 savršeno za tebe 1349 01:45:20,680 --> 01:45:26,480 [Glazba] 1350 01:45:21,920 --> 01:45:30,000 bit ću savršen za tebe 1351 01:45:26,479 --> 01:45:32,439 tako da možeš otići mogao bih poludjeti 1352 01:45:30,000 --> 01:45:34,639 ludo to je istina 1353 01:45:32,439 --> 01:45:38,000 [Glazba] 1354 01:45:34,639 --> 01:45:45,840 ponekad život nije siguran 1355 01:45:38,000 --> 01:45:45,840 ja sam lud znam da mogu 1356 01:45:47,289 --> 01:45:56,840 [pljesak] 1357 01:45:51,229 --> 01:45:58,639 [Glazba] 1358 01:45:56,840 --> 01:46:05,199 je 1359 01:45:58,640 --> 01:46:14,760 [Glazba] 1360 01:46:05,199 --> 01:46:14,760 [pljesak] 1361 01:46:16,270 --> 01:46:22,149 [Glazba] 1362 01:46:27,600 --> 01:46:31,360 pa svejedno čekam 1363 01:46:31,600 --> 01:46:38,320 mislio sam da želiš znati 1364 01:46:34,880 --> 01:46:41,760 tvoji vjerni doći što bude 1365 01:46:38,319 --> 01:46:46,238 ali jasno da mogu ostati mi 1366 01:46:41,760 --> 01:46:46,239 oboje tako polude 1367 01:46:46,399 --> 01:46:50,638 pa evo idem 1368 01:46:52,399 --> 01:46:56,479 i jedenje 1369 01:46:54,359 --> 01:47:00,000 [Glazba] 1370 01:46:56,479 --> 01:47:00,000 pretpostavljam da se vidi 1371 01:47:01,198 --> 01:47:06,319 probat ću ovo na vlastitom životu kakav sam 1372 01:47:05,039 --> 01:47:09,198 nikad se ne zna 1373 01:47:06,319 --> 01:47:09,198 imam lice 1374 01:47:12,140 --> 01:47:23,039 [Glazba] 1375 01:47:18,960 --> 01:47:25,880 s tobom uvijek uz mene 1376 01:47:23,039 --> 01:47:27,840 da me uhvati kad padnem 1377 01:47:25,880 --> 01:47:30,880 [Glazba] 1378 01:47:27,840 --> 01:47:37,840 nikada neću saznati 1379 01:47:30,880 --> 01:47:37,840 osjećaji 1380 01:47:38,390 --> 01:47:48,489 [Glazba] 1381 01:47:49,279 --> 01:47:52,158 nije istina 1382 01:47:54,719 --> 01:47:59,760 kako liječnici zovu ovu funkciju pokušavamo 1383 01:47:58,079 --> 01:48:02,840 nazvati romantikom 1384 01:47:59,760 --> 01:48:04,230 i istina je da je prilično trik reći 1385 01:48:02,840 --> 01:48:07,520 plesačice 1386 01:48:04,229 --> 01:48:07,519 [Glazba] 1387 01:48:09,090 --> 01:48:12,248 [pljesak] 1388 01:48:15,409 --> 01:48:19,840 [Glazba] 1389 01:48:21,949 --> 01:48:27,380 [Glazba] 1390 01:48:29,920 --> 01:48:37,118 volim te jednom i iako ti 1391 01:48:33,039 --> 01:48:41,760 voli me još uvijek znam da je vrijeme za 1392 01:48:37,118 --> 01:48:41,759 ja da letim 1393 01:48:44,960 --> 01:48:52,560 volim te jednom prije 1394 01:48:48,639 --> 01:49:01,840 volim te i dalje znam 1395 01:48:52,560 --> 01:49:01,840 vrijeme je da idem 1396 01:49:05,949 --> 01:49:15,840 [Glazba] 1397 01:49:12,840 --> 01:49:15,840 doviđenja 1398 01:49:18,380 --> 01:49:22,310 [Glazba] 1399 01:49:26,840 --> 01:49:32,600 dakle 1400 01:49:29,439 --> 01:49:32,599 [Glazba] 1401 01:49:35,599 --> 01:49:43,199 ja sam taj koji te je volio 1402 01:49:39,920 --> 01:49:48,880 ja sam taj koji je ostao 1403 01:49:43,198 --> 01:49:48,879 ja sam jedan, a ti si otišao 1404 01:49:50,560 --> 01:49:53,920 ja sam taj koji te je vagao 1405 01:49:52,739 --> 01:49:57,359 [Glazba] 1406 01:49:53,920 --> 01:49:59,440 a sad se ponašaš kao da jednostavno ne daš 1407 01:49:57,359 --> 01:50:03,519 prokletstvo 1408 01:49:59,439 --> 01:50:10,319 kao da nikad nisi znao tko sam ja 1409 01:50:03,520 --> 01:50:23,119 jesam li ja sam 1410 01:50:10,319 --> 01:50:26,158 uvijek bio ovdje 1411 01:50:23,118 --> 01:50:29,198 ali znam da znaš tko sam ja 1412 01:50:26,158 --> 01:50:33,039 ja sam br 1413 01:50:29,198 --> 01:50:35,919 znam da znaš tko sam 1414 01:50:33,039 --> 01:50:36,639 ne možeš li me samo ostaviti na miru znam te 1415 01:50:35,920 --> 01:50:41,118 znati 1416 01:50:36,639 --> 01:50:44,400 tko zašto zašto nisi otišao s njom 1417 01:50:41,118 --> 01:50:52,479 jer čekam 1418 01:50:44,399 --> 01:50:56,000 ja idem idemo 1419 01:50:52,479 --> 01:50:57,118 ja sam taj koji ti pomaže ja sam taj 1420 01:50:56,000 --> 01:51:00,960 koji je plakao ja 1421 01:50:57,118 --> 01:51:03,839 ja sam taj koji je gledao dok umireš 1422 01:51:00,960 --> 01:51:04,639 da, da, da, ja sam onaj koji voli 1423 01:51:03,840 --> 01:51:07,760 tebe 1424 01:51:04,639 --> 01:51:09,039 pokušavam se pretvarati da me ne zanima 1425 01:51:07,760 --> 01:51:20,220 prokletstvo 1426 01:51:09,039 --> 01:51:22,000 ali uvijek znaš tko sam 1427 01:51:20,220 --> 01:51:35,840 [Glazba] 1428 01:51:22,000 --> 01:51:35,840 ja sam 1429 01:51:38,000 --> 01:51:43,279 tata koji vrag gdje su svjetla 1430 01:51:41,118 --> 01:51:43,279 isključeno 1431 01:51:44,079 --> 01:51:49,840 gdje je mama 1432 01:51:51,679 --> 01:51:54,399 ona je nestala 1433 01:51:57,599 --> 01:52:06,829 pa to je samo za sada 1434 01:52:04,238 --> 01:52:11,678 da u redu 1435 01:52:06,829 --> 01:52:16,719 [Glazba] 1436 01:52:11,679 --> 01:52:22,079 trebam malo svjetla 1437 01:52:16,719 --> 01:52:26,800 prije svega trebamo malo svjetla 1438 01:52:22,079 --> 01:52:30,238 ne možeš sjediti ovdje u mraku 1439 01:52:26,800 --> 01:52:33,760 i sasvim sama žao mi je 1440 01:52:30,238 --> 01:52:36,479 vidiš da si samo ti 1441 01:52:33,760 --> 01:52:36,480 i mene 1442 01:52:37,359 --> 01:52:57,039 živjet ćemo vidjet ćeš 1443 01:52:43,869 --> 01:53:00,079 [Glazba] 1444 01:52:57,039 --> 01:53:04,000 ali i mi smo dugo čekali 1445 01:53:00,079 --> 01:53:12,960 čeznuti za svime što nije u redu 1446 01:53:04,000 --> 01:53:17,039 biti ispravan 1447 01:53:12,960 --> 01:53:20,158 svi naši vršnjaci daleko 1448 01:53:17,039 --> 01:53:27,118 pokušavajući se boriti za stvari koje mi 1449 01:53:20,158 --> 01:53:41,839 osjećati ali nekako 1450 01:53:27,118 --> 01:53:41,839 neki duhovi nikada ne nestaju 1451 01:53:41,899 --> 01:53:51,198 [Glazba] 1452 01:53:47,760 --> 01:53:55,840 ne moraš biti sretan 1453 01:53:51,198 --> 01:53:55,839 uopće 1454 01:53:58,850 --> 01:54:02,320 [Glazba] 1455 01:54:00,560 --> 01:54:03,920 jesi li se čuo s njom dobro sam čuo 1456 01:54:02,319 --> 01:54:04,880 od nje ona ostaje kod mene 1457 01:54:03,920 --> 01:54:08,239 djedovi i bake 1458 01:54:04,880 --> 01:54:11,199 da li stvarno postoje da 1459 01:54:08,238 --> 01:54:12,718 to je dobro pravo dobro ide kući ima 1460 01:54:11,198 --> 01:54:13,519 nikada nije bilo rješenje ni za jednu od mojih 1461 01:54:12,719 --> 01:54:16,639 problema 1462 01:54:13,520 --> 01:54:22,080 ali imaš me za ozbiljno 1463 01:54:16,639 --> 01:54:36,520 kao broj tri na mom instagramu 1464 01:54:22,079 --> 01:54:39,748 ti si moj omiljeni problem 1465 01:54:36,520 --> 01:54:39,749 [Glazba] 1466 01:54:45,279 --> 01:54:50,639 cijena ljubavi je izgubljena 1467 01:54:52,529 --> 01:54:56,978 [pljesak] 1468 01:54:53,800 --> 01:54:56,979 [Glazba] 1469 01:54:57,599 --> 01:55:01,840 znam da mi ne možeš reći jesi li još 1470 01:54:59,359 --> 01:55:04,479 postupajući s njom samo sam 1471 01:55:01,840 --> 01:55:05,599 pitam se je li dobro, vjerujem da je 1472 01:55:04,479 --> 01:55:07,678 radeći na tome 1473 01:55:05,599 --> 01:55:09,199 i svjesna je rizika za koje mislite 1474 01:55:07,679 --> 01:55:12,319 ona će doći kući 1475 01:55:09,198 --> 01:55:14,000 dobro je znati sigurno dan 1476 01:55:12,319 --> 01:55:16,840 želite li da preporučim nekoga 1477 01:55:14,000 --> 01:55:19,840 za razgovor s tobom 1478 01:55:16,840 --> 01:55:19,840 br 1479 01:55:25,920 --> 01:55:33,840 [Glazba] 1480 01:55:30,000 --> 01:55:33,840 put 1481 01:55:40,140 --> 01:55:43,719 [Glazba] 1482 01:55:40,979 --> 01:55:47,118 [pljesak] 1483 01:55:43,719 --> 01:56:01,630 zasjajmo 1484 01:55:47,118 --> 01:56:04,759 sijati sjaj 1485 01:56:01,630 --> 01:56:04,760 [pljesak] 1486 01:56:13,039 --> 01:56:29,840 kad završi naša duga noć 1487 01:56:16,960 --> 01:56:29,840 bit će 1488 01:56:39,118 --> 01:56:47,039 bit će svjetla 1489 01:56:42,319 --> 01:56:57,840 bit će svjetla 1490 01:56:47,039 --> 01:56:57,840 bit će 1491 01:57:02,220 --> 01:57:13,180 [Glazba] 1492 01:57:04,470 --> 01:57:13,420 [pljesak] 1493 01:57:13,180 --> 01:57:19,390 [Glazba] 1494 01:57:13,420 --> 01:57:19,390 [pljesak] 1495 01:57:22,840 --> 01:57:25,840 oh 1496 01:57:28,050 --> 01:57:33,760 [pljesak] 1497 01:57:36,840 --> 01:57:39,840 uh 1498 01:57:45,649 --> 01:57:52,479 [pljesak] 1499 01:57:49,479 --> 01:57:52,479 uh